Warnings

Leaked

Chase's POV

We had finished paying for our dinner, when i started getting a ton of notifications, i was getting tagged a shit ton. I grabbed my phone and found the post. "Shit" it was the screenshot of the texts between noen and lily. When lily blamed him for her boyfriends death. "Umm noen". He looked towards me and i handed him my phone, the smile he had for most of evening finally wore off. both Anthony and Jaden looked at their phones. 

"Shit, im sorry" jaden said. None of us knew what to do, what to say, unsure how he would react. 

"Its fine, lets just go home im tired" he handed me back my phone and went outside. 

"Shit" it was anthony this time. That one word described what all of us were feeling. 

Shit. Is noen going to be okay. This is bad. Hes completely given up. Thats the worst response. fuck what am i going to do.

My brain wouldn't shut up, my thoughts going a mile a minute. By the time we reached the hotel i had only distinguished two of my feelings. I was very fucking angry and worried. "Hey you guys head up stairs, i have something to do"

Anthony pulled me over to the side"Listen he needs you right now, more than your need to go beat up cynthia. Jaden and i will go get his phone back. Just be careful because hes going to act like everything is fine but sooner or later he will crack"I nodded before running back over to noen.

Noen's POV

Im fine. Im fine. Im not fine. I will be fine. Im fine right now. Im not fine. But im going to be fine. Im going to act fine. Im fine.

I was fine, i had to be. "I probably have to get my phone" my voice was wobbly, not what i was going for. 

"Jaden and Anthony are getting your phone" I nodded not trusting my voice to potray how i was pretending to feel. "Noen, can i have a hug" i knew what chase was doing but i wanted a hug too. I nodded and he pulled me into his arms, picking me up and holding me. 

"I love you" i whispered in his ear. 

"I love you too" he whispered back. I started breaking down. I didn't mean to but i couldn't stop. The tears were running down my face, i was completely bawling. "Noen, its gonna be okay"

"Everyone thinks, that im basically a murder. That i made someone kill themselves. I mean it is the truth though. I am the reason hes dead" i started to get out of chase's hug but he wouldn't let go. 

"Noen, that's not true and you know it. You didn't cause anything, you don't deserve this. You deserve happiness" i started to relax back in his arms. "Noen you might want to go live and tell everyone the truth not what cynthia spilled" i nodded. 

Y"ALL OMG I SCREEN RECORDED CHASE'S ENTIRE LIVE. IT WAS SO FUCKING CUTE. NOEN GOT HIM A BLANKET, FILLED UP HIS GLASS, AND GAVE HIM A PILLOW. AND THEN PLUGGED IN HIS PHONE. NOEN LITERALLY KISSED CHASE'S FOREHEAD. IT WAS THE SWEETEST THING. I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING. NOEN WAS ACTING LIKE CHASE'S BOYFRIEND AND IT WAS ADORABLE. SORRY THERES MY LITTLE RANT.