Noen's POV
Shit shit shit, fuck
I couldn't do this. It was currently 4 am i was in the bathroom having a panic attack, i wasn't ready to see my family again, i couldn't do it. Sometime around 4:30 am chase walked in to pee. "Noen?" I looked up at him and his gaze quickly turned to worry when he saw my eyes full of tears. "Shit Noen, babe." he quickly sat down and wrapped his arms around me. "I love you". After a bit i stopped crying, and shaking, and hyperventilating. My mind had started to calm itself.
"Chase, i cant do this. I can't see Lily again, i can't see my family again. I miss my grandma and step-mom so much, but i cant see my dad. I cant see Lily, see herself throw herself at me, then act like his death is completely my fault.
Y'all im so fucking sorry. But school has me so dead. Im trying so hard to write but i literally just want to sleep. Ill prolly update tomorrow im sorry its so short.
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Warnings
FanfictionThey all warned me but i was caught up in the love i was getting. Something i desperately needed but got from the wrong person.
