Trouble In Hawkins || Steve Harrington

31 | Well... I Say Yes

August 3rd, 1985

Today I was going out to lunch with Steve and Robin and they would be picking me up in a few minutes. I get dressed in jeans with a band T-shirt and slip on Billy's leather jacket. I rush out of the house as Steve honks for me, Robin was in the backseat as I hopped into the front. "Ready for some food?" Steve asks and I smile at him.

"Duh, food is my life, Steve." I laugh turning up the music and of course the end of Head over Heels was playing.

And this is my four leaf clover
I'm on the line, one open mind
This is my four leaf clover

In my mind's eye
One little boy, one little man
Funny how time flies

When we get to the diner Steve ran to the bathroom while Robin and I looked at the menu. I place my left hand into the pocket and feel a piece of paper making me pull it out and unfold it.

I can't take control no matter how hard I try. He will take over me when he wants to so I writing this as fast as I can. I'm scared that this is going to turn out bad in the end. So please Sky, if something bad happens to me I don't want you to miss out on things crying over me. Even though I hate Steve for liking you, I know he's serious and we both know Steve is the best choice after me and you're both meant to be. I know he can make you happy and protect you in the future. I know deep down you love him too and that's okay. I love you.

I didn't even know I was crying until Robin held my hand. "Sky, what are you reading? Are you okay?" She asks and I nod my head sliding her the sheet of paper and she read over it. "Oh my..." She looks up at me sliding it back over to me.

"What's that?" Steve walks back over to the table sitting next to me.

Robin looks at me, "I have to use the restroom." She leaves the table and Steve raises an eyebrow looking at me.

I take a deep breath in sliding the paper over to him. I watch his face carefully as he reads over the paper. "Umm wow." He passes it back to me and I put it back in the pocket.

"I just found it in the pocket." I look down at the table.

"Sky, look at me." He asks me and I do as he says.

"What do you have to say about that?"

I close my eyes taking another deep breath in, "He's right, that I don't need to cry over him forever. Yes, I liked both of you. Getting closer to both of you I developed feelings for both of you. You already know all that. I liked you before I liked Billy, but you never showed interest in me. Plus Nancy just broke up with you and I knew you still loved her, so I tried to get over you with Billy. But being close friends with both of you I couldn't get rid of my feelings for either of you. Remember the day I skip with Billy?" I ask him and he nods his head.

"You asked me if you should ask out Christie and I was trying to ignore you. I went to go meet Billy in the hall and agreed to skip when the bell rang. While we were driving back from the park we hang out at, he pulled off the side of the road into the grass and kissed me. I let him for two reasons; You wanted to ask out someone and I actually liked him. Things ended up happening then we headed back to school. That's when you got pissed that I left with him and said it was your business because we were friends. That's why I wanted to go home, I hated the idea of us just being friends and that I needed to move on. Billy was that person since I liked him too and he actually liked me." I stop to see if he had anything to say.

"That night Billy never showed up to pick me up for our date... I was hurt and felt stupid and thought he was joking about everything that has ever happened or what was said. And-," Steve leans forward shutting me up with his lips.