The Arcana x reader

🎭Julian X reader

Original- 9/8/19

Revised- 1/22/20

Word count- 582

You and Julian had just parted ways, He was being extremely difficult, no matter what you told him he wouldn't listen. He decided that it would be best if you two didn't see each other anymore because he was afraid that he would hurt you, but you knew Julian wouldn't hurt you, but he didn't know that. You weren't going to let Julian's ignorance get in the way of you proving that he does deserve to have someone who cares about him in his life. you weren't sure how you were going to get it through his thick skull but you were going to do it.

A few more days passed and you were sad that you weren't with Julian, he had really made you happy that day, taking you to the theater and you two just goofing around and having fun. You decided you needed a break from thinking about it and headed down to the rowdy raven to have a drink.

You got to the rowdy raven and got a drink and sat down at a table in the corner. You quietly drank your drink, trying not to think about anything. That is until someone came up to your table.

"Mind if I join you?" the person questioned. you looked up to see the one and only Julian Devorak, You nodded and he sat down across from you. It was an awkward silence until he spoke up to break it.

"So y/n, How've you been?" you looked at him and answered.

"Could be better, how about you?" You didn't feel like talking to him but you knew it had to be done at some point.

"I'm okay," This was an awkward conversation. You picked up your drink and took another sip. you needed to ask him why, there was something he wasn't telling you.

"Julian, whats the real reason you don't want to be with me?" you asked and looked at him. You could see his eyes widen and his mouth open slightly.

"Like I said, I don't want to hurt you." you scoffed, he was lying. you looked him in the eyes.

"Bullshit." was all you said. He looked at his drink then back at you.

"Fine if you really want to know. I don't deserve someone as great as you, I don't deserve your love y/n." you looked at him with sadness in your eyes.

"What makes you think you don't deserve love, you are a living, breathing human, you deserve everything." He just looked at you dumbfound. there was a few seconds of silence between you two.

"I'm not sure." He said and you looked at him again, knowing full well he wasn't telling the truth.

"I'm bitter and complicated. It's one of my many charms." Him saying this made you laugh a bit, Julian is so dramatic.

"I don't think you know what that word means, or how to count." He laughed at what you said. Once you two were both done laughing you looked at him and asked him a question.

"So, will you reconsider the fact that you deserve love and that I want to be the one to give it to you?" He looked serious for a moment as if he were thinking over what you had said, then he started to smile.

"Alright, you've convinced me." Julain said with a smile on his face, you smiled back at him. You then leaned over the table and gave him a kiss. At least he recognizes that he's an idiot.