Peter parker & Avengers// One shots

It hurts 2// Peter

TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and attempts, eating disorders, anxiety attacks, depression

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Peter woke up to his alarm clock blaring. Reaching his hand out he turned it off and rolled out of bed, as soon as he stood up he realized how sore his legs were. More specifically his thighs, he walked into the bathroom and took off the sweatpants. He had bled through the bandages, maybe he cut deeper than he thought. Though they were already starting to heal thanks to his advanced healing. He washed his face and brushed his teeth, it was going to be one of those days again. He always felt like this the day after he cut, so ashamed that he just wanted to curl up in bed or even cut again. He did not feel like trying so instead he threw on a pair of his own sweatpants and a long sleeve Stark expo shirt. He took the clothes Tony let him borrow and put them in his bag on top of his suit. With sore arms he swung his bag over his shoulder and left his room.

"Good morning Pete want some breakfast?" His aunt asked him like she does every morning. And like every morning he lied, " No thank you May, Ned said he wanted me to try this new recipe his mom tried and I don't want to be rude" he smiled. "Well alright then, have a great day Pete and I'll see you after the internship" she hugged him, " yeah see you later, love you May" he left his apartment and found Happy sitting in the car.
"Hey kid, what happen did you run out of jeans?" Happy said when he saw Peters sweatpants, he was just trying to joke.

"Oh, no I just felt like wearing sweats today" he closed the door and buckled up. Happy just hummed in response. Peter they started driving and Peter swore he time traveled because one second they were leaving his apartment and the next Happys yelling that he's going to be late. He hopped out of the car saying bye to Happy and sprinted to his locker where Ned was already standing. Next to him was MJ and both of them waved when they saw Peter.
"Hey Peter"
"Hey loser" MJ joked.

"Hey guys" he said unlocking his locker. He took his books out and put his back pack away, listening to his friends talk. He slammed his locker shut and the three talked for a while before heading to class. Peter sat in his first period History class, and must have time traveled or something again because the bell rang before he knew it. He didn't even realize he had done the worksheet that the teacher passed out or that he got up and handed it in. He just shook it off and headed to his next class and the same thing happened, he seemed to be completely zoning out. Before he knew it it was lunch time and he was sitting with his friends. He hadn't said anything he whole time, too busy trying to make time move slower. He nearly jumped out of his skin when MJ snapped in his face, at least it seemed to slow time down.

"You good man, you've been really quiet and you look like you're zoning out" she said.

"M-fine don't worry about me." He said as a reflex.

"Wassup Penis Parker, didn't see you this morning so I'm here now to make up for lost time" Flash strode over and pushed Peters head into the table. He pulled his fist back and Peter ducked his head expecting a blow that never came. He looked up and saw someone's hand on Flashes fist and heard them say, " fuck off Flash" then saw Flash scurry away, when the mystery man turned he saw that it was Wade Wilson, one of the popular guys. People were scared of him because of you messed with him he would mess up your face. Peter always found him attractive but never thought anything of it.

"Thanks Wade" Peter said.

"No problem and come with me"
"Why?"
"Because Flash slammed your head onto the table and you could have a concussion" he grabbed Peters fore arm and saw him wince, luckily he was the only one. He move his hand to Peters hand and pulled him up. Peter expected to be brought to the nurse but instead Wade brought him to an empty classroom and told him to sit on one of the desks. He closed the door and stood in front of him.
"Can I see?" Peter knee what he was asking but tried to play dumb.