Release | KNJ

Chapter 1- Heartache

Chapter 1

A simple smiling emoji and the comments along with private messages came flooding in. I smiled as I looked over the photo I just posted, I had just bought a new lingerie set and was excited to show it off.

I read through some of the comments and laughed, guys could be so crud sometimes but others were sweet. I blushed at a few of the female comments, they always were smooth talkers.

I laid back on my bed and ran my hands over the soft material that hugged my body perfectly. My following really had picked up over the last few months and I now had almost 300k followers. I never New I would be so popular on social media, because in real life I was always looked over. Nothing special just an ordinary girl who worked her ass off in order to pay bills.

I refused to crawl back home, and when two jobs wasn't cutting it a friend of mine suggested I start posting personal pictures and videos on this app. The bigger the following the bigger the bucks, I was still fairly new at all this and I never once have shown my face, nor my kitten. Everything else was fair game so far at least...

It was an interesting way of living and I was extremely nervous when I first posted but as the comments and followers came in I found myself growing more confident. I was almost in the high ranks, but in order to get to that I knew I was going to have to start showing more and I'm not too sure I'm ready for all that just yet...

As I laid their going over this scenario in my head for the millionth time my phone went off. I smiled seeing who the text was from

"Can I come over?"

I bit my lower lip as I read the words "Always" I replied quickly. I jumped off my bed and threw on an oversized shirt with some shorts, knowing him he was already downstairs.

Sure enough there was a knock at the door a few seconds later, I smiled and quickly made my way over to my front door.

"Hello" I smiled as the door swung open, He sighed and pushed past me.

"Hello to you to y/n thank you for letting me come over so late" I mocked as I closed the door and looked over at my best friend. He threw himself on my couch and groaned

"What's wrong?" I asked walking over to him, he pulled me down and moved his head into my lap "She broke up with me" he mumbled.

My heart sank as I looked down at his saddened eyes "Oh Namjoon" I breathed as I slowly stroked his hair.

I could see the tears forming in his eyes, he groaned again and turned on his side so he could bury his face into my stomach. I rubbed his back and let him silently cry into me.

I could feel myself getting angry, Namjoon was one of the most caring and intelligent guys I knew. He always went above and beyond for every one of his stupid girlfriends but for whatever reason they always ended up breaking his heart and cheating on him. He deserves so much better but he never listens to me when I tell him the girl is no good from the get go.

I never understood why he had such luck with girls, he was so sexy. His plump lips, deep dimples, honey skin, beautiful hypnotizing eyes and my god his body was spectacular. It was always hard for me to not attack the boy, so why on earth did these stupid girls walk all over him and not appreciate him? He was husband material for crying out loud.

I sighed lost in my thirsty thoughts about my best friend, if only he was mine. I'd treat him like a king. Just then my phone went off pulling me from my thoughts, I leaned over to grab it off the table and Namjoon's grip tightened around me. I smiled looking down at him.