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Chapter 12- Im Sorry

Chapter 12

Sipping your coffee you made your way towards your apartment. You scrolled through your feed and smiled at a few of the comments posted on your most recent photo.

It was definitely a bit more revealing than what you usually post, you smile thinking about who took the photo though.

Seokjin.

You guys haven't necessarily slept together yet but have done almost everything else. The boy loves to eat and you enjoyed every second of it.

Your cheeks flushed at your own thoughts as you dug through your purse for your keys.

"Y/n"

You jump at the voice in front of you, Namjoon stood leaning against your door. You stopped in your tracks keys in hand and just stared at him.

"What are you doing here?"

Surprisingly your voice was firm and not shaky like you expected it to be. His eyes seemed swollen like he had been crying.

"I just wanted to see you"

You take a deep breath and walk past him to your door "Why? Did you and Sophie break up again? So you need me to cry to?"

Your voice sounded colder than you wanted it to but you couldn't contain your feelings at the moment. You were still hurt, his words ringing in your ears.

"No...well yeah we broke up but that's not why I'm here...y/n I miss you and I'm so sorry for everything"

Your door finally unlocks and you push it open. Namjoon grabbing at your arm so you can't shut the door on him. You sigh and then turn towards him, his eyes are filled with so many emotions. You've never seen him look so desperate.

"Fine come in you have ten minutes"

You mumble and he quickly follows you into your small apartment. "Sorry it's messy I haven't been home much" you mumble picking up a few things off the floor. He mumbled a quite oh and then helps you.

"It's fine I got it" you say taking the few things from his hand and tossing them on the chair.

You plop down on the couch and he follows, you watch as he nervously bites at his lip and messes with his hands. He looked way thinner then the last time you seen him.

"Look y/n" he breaths, you try your best to compose yourself as he turns towards you and looks you dead in the eye.

"I'm so sorry, I should have never said any of that crap to you. I know your not that kind of girl so I don't even know why I would say such disgusting things to you...I mean"

He takes a deep breath and blinks a few times. His nerves seemed to heighten, Making you feel even more nervous.

"Y/n...you were right"

He mumbled as he scratches the back of his neck "I didn't like seeing you with other men...I got used to you being single and being just mine..." your heart fluttered a bit when he said you were his but you quickly pushed the feelings away. You can't fall so easy this time.

"I guess...I never really realized what I was doing to you. I never meant to lead you on or to hurt you with all my girl problems...I had no idea that you may have feelings for me other than just friendly feelings..."