Chapter 21
You couldn't get that question out of your head, of course you loved Seokjin but...was it enough? Seokjin was everything you could hope for in a man but the timing of your whole situation wasn't right.
Why hadn't you met him sooner? Before all this blew up with Namjoon...it would be easier to let yourself fall and be in this relationship 100% but even then...would you fully be able to give Seokjin your whole heart?
If you were with Seokjin and namjoon was still in the picture...you didn't think you'd be able to give yourself to seokjin fully. Because deep down youd still be wondering what if...so was loving seokjin enough?
...Or was it time to give yourself what you wanted all along?
Namjoon.
You tossed in your bed for the thousandth time before getting up and going back into the living room.
Jungkook was passed out on your couch lightly snoring, you smile and pull the blanket over his chest more. He looked cute and clearly had too much to drink.
You sigh before going back to your room and grabbing your phone "You awake?" You texted before pulling on some jeans. You smile as your screen lites up with a simple text saying 'No'
"Be over in fifteen"
You quickly texted back and quietly made your way to the front door grabbing at a coat in the dark and quickly putting it on. It was time to settle things.
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"Hi"
You breath smiling up at the bare chested man. You lick your lips and try to hide the smirk on your face but it's too late. Namjoon raises a brow at you before grabbing your jacket and pulling you inside his place. His lips gently cover yours in a sweet lingering kiss.
When your eyes flutter open they are met with a curious Namjoon, his one brow is arched as he stares down at you. Quickly taking in your attire
"Not that I'm not happy to see you but is everything okay? It's like four in the morning...also who's jacket is this?"
You glance down and frown, who's jacket was this? Definitely not Jin's or Namjoon.
"Everything is fine, I just...really needed to see you" he smiles at that and pulls you back into his naked chest "also I think this is Jungkook's jacket, I was trying not to wake him so I grabbed whatever I could before I left"
He freezes and you chuckle, you quickly look up and him before placing your hand on his chest "Down boy, he had too many drinks so he crashed on my couch"
"Why were you guys drinking? And at your place..."
His arms fall from you and you instantly feel cold and slightly panicked. Frowning up at him you step closer and kiss his muscular chest, giving yourself tingles.
You can see the tiny goosebumps rise all over his skin once you pull back and look up at him once more.
His jaw is clenched as his chin sticks out more than usual, he was clearly upset. And it was turning you on.
"Relax...he was hiding from someone, we had a few beers and talked. Mostly about you...and Jin"
He rolls his eyes at the name and you can't help but giggle. Jealousy on him was so new and amusing.
"Actually it was kind like a girls night, he helped me sort a few things out in his weird way"
He scoffs and rolls his eyes again, you can't hide the smirk on your lips as you place another kiss on his chest. You smile seeing the way his body instantly relaxed, you kiss him a few more times watching as his head lulled back. His thick neck begging to be sucked.
You whimper before biting at his erect nipple, his head snaps back towards you in surprise and you blush.
Taking a few steps back you look down at your feet and feel the burn against your cheeks.
"Sorry, I got carried away...um I should let you sleep...I just needed to see you...and now I have so I guess I can go..."
With one step Namjoon is already in front of you again, curse his long legs. He lifts your chin and meets your gaze, you have to choke back the moan in your throat when you see his laced lust eyes boring into you.
"You're not going anywhere baby, and I'm not going into work so...looks like we have some time to kill"
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A/n Sorry this is so so short
I just wanted to post something for you
Guys cause it's been so long. This story will be coming to an end shortly though I think I finally know what I want to do with it so next chapter will be longer and better promise lol
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