Chapter 4Heart pounding and sweaty palms, I took a deep breath and glanced at my phone once more. Tonight was officially date night. I had agreed to meet worldwide_j better known as seokjin at this restaurant, I figured it'd be better to meet in a public place then him knowing where I lived.
I couldn't believe I actually agreed to this, I was terrified but also so exhilarated. I hadn't been out on a date in almost a year and I rarely talked to men in person, suddenly I felt even more nervous.
What if I fuck this up? I didn't know how to actually flirt...or did I? Fuck maybe I should just leave now.
I turned on my heels ready to make a run for it when I was met face to face with the tall handsome man from the cafe "Wow" he breathed my body instantly heating up as his eyes quickly scanned over my body.
"You don't look too bad yourself" I breathed out and he chuckled "It's nice to officially meet you....y/n?" I nodded and he smiled taking my hand in his hand placing his full lips against it.
I blushed and looked down at my feet, no turning back now. "Sorry for being late, I had to finish a few things at work before heading over here" I smiled as his hand slowly met the small of my back leading me towards the front door of the restaurant. "It's not a problem I just got here myself" I lied
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9:38PMI was in awe as we sat there waiting for our dessert, the dinner was going too good. He was charming and intoxicating, he had me laughing as well as blushing and his eyes never left me. Even when the waitress was practically throwing herself at him. I had his full attention and that surprised me for whatever reason.
He was older than me, in fact he was two years older than Namjoon. Something about being with an older man had me excited, he had an actual job one with benefits and all that grown up shit. Unlike the two jobs I worked.
He seemed to have it all together which made me wonder why he was even on the app. He rarely posted from what I recalled while snooping on his page. And boy did he have a an incredible body.
"Can I ask you something?"
His eyes sparkled, the flame from the candles flickering in his eyes. I felt my cheeks burn a little as I nodded my head yes "Why is a girl like you on such a app?" I blinked a few times not expecting the question.
"I mean you are so different from all the other girls on there...I think that's why I was so surprised you uh..." his ears turned red as he glanced down at his empty plate "put on a show" I giggled a little as I glanced down at my own empty plate.
"You want an honest answer?" I said raising a brow, he nodded and then our shared dessert was placed in between us. My eyes lit up once I seen the chocolate, he chuckled before taking a spoonful and holding it up towards my lips. I smiled shyly and took the bite.
Satisfied he took another spoonful and took a bite himself before looking back at me "So tell me, and be honest" I laughed a little and then settled back in my seat.
"At first it was for extra cash" I said honesty feeling the heat rise to my cheeks "But then after I started posting and getting attention here and there I don't know...I enjoyed it more."
He listened intently not taking his eyes off me "I'm very ordinary" he scoffed and rolled his eyes as I continued "I don't get noticed in my daily life, I get looked over a lot. No one gives me the time of day. So when I would receive attention...I don't know it made me feel kind of special" he nodded and suddenly I felt embarrassed.
"Stupid I know" I mumble before taking another bite to shut myself up. "It's not though" I glanced up and seen the serious look in his eyes "Everyone deserves to be appreciated, and I hate to tell you this y/n but I feel someone needs to be honest with you"
I listened closely with wide eyes fearing what was about to come out of his mouth next. He leaned in a bit as did you
"Your anything but ordinary sweetheart"
I instantly relax and let out a breathy laugh as he smiles back at me.
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The evening was perfect, you couldn't believe what a gentleman he turned out to be. "This is me" you said as the two of you slowly made your way to your car. He nodded "I had a really good time tonight, next time I'll cook for you though. Those appetizers were terrible" you laugh glancing around the almost empty lot.
"So are you asking me out again already?" You challenge raising a brow, the confidence suddenly surfacing as both your eyes meet. He takes a step closer letting his large hand gently rest on your hip. You shutter at his touch feeling his warmth through the thin material of your dress. "Depends on your answer" he breathes.
You inhale sharply as he intensely looks down at you. His eyes keep scanning over your lips, you bite down on your lower lip feeling the heat between your thighs.
"Hmm it could be interesting" you tease and he smirks letting his head fall closer to yours. His breath hitting your lips, you inch forward a bit and his lips tug upward.
"So is that a yes?"
He breaths and suddenly something comes over you and you grab at his shirt pulling him in and closing those last few centimeters as your lips cover his. He's caught off guard at first but then quickly falls into the rhythm of your lips. His hands lightly gripping at your waist as you continue to wrinkle his shirt in your tiny fist.
His lips are so sweet and his mouth still taste like the chocolate from the dessert. His kiss is tender, you can tell he's holding himself back trying to be a gentleman but your making it rather hard for him. But still you enjoy the fact that he is being respectful.
You slowly pull away and giggle as his eyes stay shut. "Goodnight Seokjin" you whisper, his eyes flutter open and he quickly takes the door handle and opens your door for you. You can't help but blush at the man "Thank you" you mumble as he gently closes the door behind you.
"I'll call you okay?"
You nod and giggle once more as you look at the adorable expression on his face. His ears are red once again and you can't help but feel your insides burn.
He was a total dreamboat.
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