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Chapter 10- Get the fuck out

Chapter 10

After I stopped off at Namjoon's favorite baker I made my way to his apartment. His place was way nicer than mine and definitely in a better area, I never got why we always Hung out at my tiny apartment instead.

I knocked of the door a few times, I heard movement which made me excited. He was home. The door opened and all my excitement dropped. It was her.

"Oh hey y/n what are you doing here?"

"Hey Sophie"

You strangled to get out, the tall thin beauty looked down at you with a hint of disgust. You were always a tad bit jealous of her figure, she was thin and still had curves. She had beautiful skin not a pore in sight and she barely had to wear make up, her breasts were larger than yours but her ass well...yeah you won in that department.

You definitely knew why Namjoon adored her but behind all that beauty was a bitch.

"Um I was just in the area and wanted to drop these off to Namjoon" she looked at the bag with pure disgust but took it from your hands anyways "Oh thanks he's actually-"

"Who is it?"

You heard the familiar voice and felt your heart flutter. Namjoon appears beside Sophie and met your disappointing gaze.

"Oh...hey y/n...what are you doing here?"

You felt stupid for showing up but you needed to see him. "Apparently she was in the area and wanted to give you these" Sophie answered for you and handed him the bag.

"Oh uh thanks?"

You nodded and shifted your weight to your other foot "Yup well I guess I'll get going"

Sophie smirked and then let her hands run up namjoon's chest slowly. Her eyes ripping into yours, you wanted to punch that smug face off her. "Well thanks for stopping by" she cooed before letting her lips brush against Namjoon's neck.

He stiffened at the touch and you suddenly felt like throwing up. Namjoon's gaze met yours once more, he looked upset at your judging face. You shook your head at him and then turned on your heels "See You around" you mumbled before quickly making your exit.

You felt so pissed off at Namjoon but you weren't exactly sure why. You quickly got into your car and took a deep breath, you hadn't noticed but a few tears had escaped your eyes.

Resting your head back on the seat you inhaled and exhaled a few times to try and calm yourself.

"Hey"

You jumped at the voice and then a hand knocked on your window. You peaked out and seen Namjoon standing outside your car. You wiped your eyes and then rolled the window down "What" you spat. He looked at your face for a minute.

"Why are you crying?"

You rolled your eyes and looked down at your lap "None of your business" you mumbled suddenly feeling stupid. Why the fuck were you crying? You had two perfectly handsome guys lusting after you so why on earth did you care what the fuck namjoon was doing or who he was doing for that matter.

He chuckled a bit making you even more pissed "Sorry you had to see that" you rolled your eyes again not wanting to look at the idiot.

"We sort of worked things out this past week"

"Oh so that's why you couldn't fucking respond to me"

Your tone was harsher than you intended but you didn't care you were upset "Why are you so pissed off at me?" Namjoon said, you rolled your window up ignoring him. It was childish but you didn't care. Namjoon groaned and then ran around the the other side of the car and got In.

"Y/n what's the matter"

He asked again, you took a deep breath and then leaned your head back.

"I'm pissed off at you! First you ruin my date and then make ME feel bad about it, then you leave me hanging for a fucking week straight! I've been trying to get a hold of you because I'm so worried about your stupid ass. You know it would be nice if you would at least text back Hey I'm alive! Then I show up here and your with THAT THING!"

He looks upset when you mention the last part but you didn't care.

"Why namjoon? Why on earth would you allow her back into your life? She cheated on you multiple times!"

His eyes got darker and you could practically see the steam coming from his ears. He was pissed but so were you.

"People change y/n. And sense when the fuck do you care about what I'm doing? You've been too busy whoring around with all your porn star dudes" your eyes widened.

"What? you didn't think I'd find out that your so called date was on that app? What were you thinking going out with him? He's an asshole and he was just fucking some blonde bitch on his live an hour ago. He's a real catch y/n"

Your heart stung at his words, you could feel your tears swelling up. Namjoon rolled his eyes not paying attention to your hurt expression.

"So don't come at me with I care about you crap. You haven't cared about my feelings for a while, too busy fucking laying on your back I guess"

You couldn't believe he actually just said that. Your namjoon, your sweet loving Namjoon.

"Get the fuck out"

It came out in almost a whisper but it was all you can manage at this point. Your heart was shattered, namjoon has never once spoken to you like this. It was bad enough that the guy you were into was fucking a girl an hour ago when he was texting you two hours ago but to have namjoon think that you've been opening your legs for just anybody and implying that you are in fact a whore was just too much.

Finally namjoon looked over and seen your tears falling from your eyes, his chest tightening and realization hit him.

"Oh god y/n...I'm so sorry I didn't-"

"I said get the fuck out namjoon! I don't want to see hear or talk to you ever again! Your a real fucking asshole and to say I don't care about you is such bullshit!"

You were fuming at this point.

"I'm the one who always looks out for you and listens to your crap, never once have you asked or cared about my feelings so don't pull that bullshit on me! Your just using it as a fucking excuse because you don't like seeing me with other men! I haven't once slept with any of the guys I'm talking to so fuck off, how about coming to face with your feelings for me instead of leading me on all these fucking years! I'm so fucking over it!"

You finally had it, it all needed to be said "y/n" he whispered again but you were too far gone.

"I said get out! Get out! Get out!"

You screamed and let your tears fall blurring your vision. Namjoon quickly got out of the car and stood there in shock as you quickly drove off. You could barley see from your tears and your hands were trembling but you needed to leave, you needed to get away from him.

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A/n: Damn Namjoon you didn't have to do her dirty like that! Lol But phew at least she set him straight hehe