Chapter 16
You were shocked at yourself for actually asking such a question but the words just kind of fell out. Namjoon doesn't break his eye contact with you, his face falls as he watches your once flirty smile turn into a frown with watery eyes.
"Y/n...you really think I would do that to you?"
You shrug unsure of what to think "I'm not sure, aren't all guys assholes? I mean you basically slut shamed me and I wasn't even sleeping with anyone"
His eyes finally pull away from yours and look down at his lap. "I just...Ive liked you for a long time Namjoon...I just don't want you to play with my feelings" you watch as he shakes his head
"I would never do that to you y/n, and I truly am sorry that I hurt you before. I wish I could take that all back"
You feel slightly guilty for bringing that incident up again but you just needed to be sure that all this was really happening. He gets to his feet and reaches for your waist pulling you into his naked chest.
You take in his scent and slowly wrap your arms around him, it was comforting and kind of a turn on all at once. "Y/n" he hums and you look up at him.
"I'll prove to you that this is real, I'm not playing games and if I have to prove that to you overtime then so be it."
You slowly nod and kiss his lips once more earning a low moan and a ass grab. You laugh a little as you pull back "Someone's needy" you watch as his face flushed pink.
"I can't help it...I've thought about this moment a lot...especially lately"
You smile even wider as he buries his face into the crook of your neck. "Oh really?" You say playing with the back of his hair, he hums in response and just stays there. His arms wrapped around you holding you close to him as his breath tickles your neck. You close your own eyes and enjoy the comfort of it all.
The rest of the night the two of you stay close, talking about all the times one of you would be jealous or feel this urge to just go for it and attack one another. A few heated makeout sessions happened during those moments but one of you always stopped each other and pulled away.
You so badly wanted to finally just be with him but at the same time you still felt like all of this wasn't real. Like you were in some twisted amazing dream and you feared you'd wake up at the best part.
You wake up the next morning with Namjoon sitting on the edge of your bed. You smile and stretch before sitting up "Good Morning" he looks back at you with a weird expression. You glance down and see your phone in his hand
"You...is this...is this actually you y/n?"
Your eyes widen and your heart speeds up a bit when he holds your phone up and your profile on the unspeakable app is up.
"Um...yes" you mumble the blush on your cheeks burning bright.
You feel so nervous as you search his face afraid of how he was going to react. He blinks a few times and then looks back at the phone, scrolling through your profile.
"Are you...mad?"
You hesitantly ask, he turns towards you setting the phone down and lays down between your legs. "No...I'm just surprised I guess" you raise a brow and his cheeks turn pink
"You know how many times I've jerked off to your photos and videos?"
He awkwardly admits and you can't contain your laughter only making him more embarrassed.
"Yah! It's not funny" you giggle a little more and stroke his cheek "I honestly have no idea how I didn't put two and two together! Do you know how many times I've been in this room"
You laugh a little more and start to play with his hair "I'm honestly surprised it took you this long to figure it out, I thought you were suppose to be a genius" he bites your thigh and you jump pulling his hair slightly.
"Hmm y/n don't do that"
He husks, his hooded eyes looking up at you. You can feel the heat between your legs intensify, biting your lower lip you tug his hair again and he groans "Why?" You practically whisper.
"Because" he starts as he holds himself up between your legs and slowly makes his way to you "it's a huge turn on for me" the lust laced in his low morning voice literally sends goosebumps all over your skin.
You try to hold the whimper in your throat but the closer he gets it becomes harder.
His lips are just a breath away now and you can't contain yourself anymore. With your hand still tangled in his hair you pull him towards you and close the gap letting your lips crash into his, he moans and instantly his hands are all over your body.
Every where he touches your skin sets fire, you never new just how badly you wanted to feel him. "Y/n..." he mumbles in between kisses, the way your name sounds coming off his lips in such a manner sends you into overdrive.
You push him to the side and climb on top, he looks up at you surprised in the sudden action. But you had no control anymore, you needed to feel him and hear how your name sounded when he was moaning.
"Are you sure?"
He pants looking up at you. You smirk and take off your night shirt, exposing your bare chest. You blush as you watch his reaction, a low growl escapes his chest right as his hands grip your sides and pin you down against the mattress.
"If were going to do this baby daddy is in charge got it?"
As the words leave his lips you feel your juices slip down your anxious kitten. Your body fills with excitement and you shake your head vigorously like a good girl.
"Yes Daddy"
You shyly smile and his eyes turn dark.
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A/n 🤭
Will they FINALLY
Get to fuck?? Lol

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FanfictionThe typical hidden feelings between friends story. Will you end up with mr perfect or will you end up with the man you've been in love with for years?