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Chapter 19-Are you ready?

Chapter 19

The difference between the two was undeniable, with Namjoon it felt...right? Even though we had a quick dominating session it just felt unreal and so realistic at the same time. He had exceeded your expectations, his body, his movements the way his cock filled you up so perfectly. You were surprised it actually fit, he was larger than anyone you had been with.

Laying here with Seokjin felt right in a way as well, with him you felt so secure and taken care of. Something about Jin just felt...real? Being with him you felt mature, grown up and like you could achieve greater things. With him it was a real adult relationship, but with Namjoon it all just felt like...a fantasy almost.

Sighing you roll over and kiss Seokjin's chest, you guys had enjoyed an intimate night together for the first time. He was gentle and sweet but something was telling you that he could go that extra mile and really spice things up.

You smile as he pulls you closer humming in his sleep, it was almost dawn and you had yet to fall asleep. Going over everything in your head, were you ready to be in a grown up relationship?

With Jin you knew that's what it would be, a relationship that would eventually lead into something far more serious...marriage.

So where you ready for that?

You both had talked about it a while back, your views on the topic and Jin was all for it. Ready to settle down soon and be with his one true love, you can see it. He was a romantic deep down but he covered his heart and feelings with jokes to keep things light. You really did like the guy...

Namjoon.

What do you do with Namjoon?

With him the future was very unclear, you had imagined this life with him for so long and now that it was within reach it didn't seem real and you didn't feel ready.

Where you ready to take that leap? Jump into the uncertainty of being in a actual relationship with Namjoon?

The fear of things ending badly would most certainly ruin your whole friendship. Then again you guys did sleep together and like Namjoon said there was no going back from that. So what do you do?

"You're awake?"

You look up and smile seeing Jin's sleepy face, he truly was handsome even when his face was puffy. You smile and kiss up his chest "No"

He smiles and peeks down at you, his hand slowly making its way to your naked hip. He grips it and leans down to meet your lips, his soft plump lips easily covering yours. You hum into the kiss and move on top of him, you can feel the smile on his lips before you pull back and look down at him.

He blinks a few times taking in your still naked figure, you bite your lip when you feel him Twitch between your thighs  bracing yourself on his chest which causes him to reach for your hips again.

"Are you still tired?"

You ask slowly swirling your hips on his now hardening member, he groans gripping you a little tighter as he moves his hips upward just slightly. You moan feeling his thickness slip up and down between your folds.

"I'm fully awake princess, do you think your up for another round?"

You can feel the blush on your cheeks as you nod your head. suddenly all your thoughts leave you as you exhale and enjoy the man underneath you.

The breathy moans brush past your lips making Jin groan, he loved that you were using his length to get you nice and wet for him. You easily thrust up and down his length, the slick sounds echoing through the room.

Jin grips your waist and stops your movements making you whine, which only makes him smirk.

"Not yet baby"

He mumbles lifting you up a bit so you can help guide his length inside you. You bite down on your lower lip and grip his length making him groan. Your eyes lock as you position him at your entrance and easily slide down.

"Fuck you're so sexy y/n"

You moan in response and slowly start to swirl your hips again, tightening your walls around him.

"Hmm baby I love when you do that" you smirk down at him before bracing your hands on his chest, pulling yourself almost all the way off his cock and them pushing yourself back down. Jin moans loudly, his face is enough to get you off.

"You like that?"

You moan bouncing up and down on top of him, his eyes glaze over as he watches your breasts bounce in front of him "Fuck" he breaths as he licks his lips and pulls you down to meet his them. The kiss is hard and needy and you feel yourself getting lost in him.

His arms wrap around your frame as he starts to thrust up into you with speed, you pull back a bit and gasp.

"Oh fuck...Jin!"

His pace doesn't slow as he continues to moan into your ear and thrust up into you at a rapid speed, his balls slapping against you with each thrust.

From the slick sounds of your wetness and the skin slapping against one another you feel your orgasm just a thrust away. You slowly feel your body start to tremble against Jin's tight embrace and his low moans fill your ears.

"Jin I'm-"

He ignores your cries and continues pounding inside you chasing for his own release as you shake against him and moan into the sex filled air. It doesn't take Jin long to catch up, a few pumps more and he's cursing into the nook of your neck and pumping his cum inside you.

That was far different from the sex you guys had shared just a few short hours ago. You chuckle slightly as you sit back up and look down at him, he's sweaty again hair sticking to his forehead and his eyes look slightly dazed as he smiles up at you.

"I love you"

And you freeze.

It wasn't that you didn't love him...did you? Something about him saying this at this moment scared you. You blink a few times as he sits up and kisses your cheek

"Jin.."

He smiles and lets out a breath "You don't have to say a thing, I just wanted you to know..."

Guilt quickly overtakes you and Jin can see that, he sighs and grabs your face "Don't overthink things" you open your mouth to object but he quickly takes your lips and plants a sweet kiss.

"Now shall we shower? Maybe do a live"

He winks as he wraps his arms around you and easily lifts you both off the bed. You smile wrapping your arms around him, he was just so...perfect. It was scary sometimes.

"Hmm you do get my best angles"

You say playing along as he smirks and bites at your shoulder. A moan slips from your lips and he raises a brow making you blush.

"Don't be so shy princess, I know you've got a kinky side"

You blush more as he smirks and pins you against the wall

"Guess what...So do I"

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A/n I love Jin lol
Ahh I'm struggling with
Who I want her with 😩
Who do YOU Want her with?
💜💜💜