38. Drinking And Crying Mess

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Angelo's POV

I want you, to stop chasing after me, because I don't want you. I hate you.

The thought of these things make my heart ache abnormally. She hates me. Fuck. I felt like giving up, because I have nothing to do again to get her back.

I don't care about you and how you feel ok?

Ouch. Ouch. It fucking hurts. That means she never cared about my feelings. She never liked me. Shit. No. I don't think she meant it. She kissed me back.

But she made me aware that she doesn't want me. But I want her.

"Dude, that's so not you." Nathaniel crouched beside me. I was in a pair of sweatpants and a singlet while I was sitting on the floor with my back to the sofa, and I was drinking like crazy.

"Meh, shut up." I said and gulped down another.

"How many bottles so far?" Aldrick asked.

"Four." Nathaniel replied.

"Man, don't do this to yourself, you need to let her go." Arjun advised and I growled at him.

"Fuck. Dude, I fucking love her." I hiccupped. I don't like her anymore because I love her.

"He just said the L word!" Aldrick gasped and I rolled my eyes.

"So you're just gonna give up on her?'' Nolan asked.

"I don't know." I whimpered placing the tip of the bottle at a side of my lip. The alcoholic drink seeped through my slightly parted lip and dropped into my mouth.

"Dude if you really want her, I don't think you should give up on her." Nathaniel said.

"But dude, she hates me. She made me aware. She even slapped me for kissing her." I whined. Maybe it's because I did it without her acceptance.

"Dude, why did you kiss her without her consent?" Nolan asked.

"I guess I got jealous because that fucker Collins was about to kiss her." I bowed my head and blew hair off my face.

"So I dragged her somewhere and kissed the hell out of her. She even kissed me back." I added poking out my index finger.

"Nathaniel, what would you do if Huxley attempted to kiss Pamela?" I asked.

"I'll make him toothless and jawless." He said.

"Exactly, so jealousy took the best of me and I just pushed Collins. I can't stand that guy." I snorted and swallowed the remaining liquid.

"Why don't you try making her get jealous?" Nathaniel suggested.

"Yeah, isn't there any other girl who's interested in you?" Nolan asked.

"Naw guys, hell naw I don't want anybody, I want Barbie." I whined.

"But if you want Barbie, you need someone to get you your Barbie." Arjun reasoned turning to look at me from the game he was playing.

"First of you, don't dare call her Barbie.." I grunted gulping down the new bottle I took.

"Then again..I don't wanna lead anybody on, you know what I'm saying?" I grinned humourlessly. "I don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings."

"Lastly.." I belched. "I want Barbie only because I love her." I grunted.

"Barbie! I'm sorry! Please don't do this to me! Ayeee!" I yelled and hiccupped.

"Hey guyss." I slurred.

"You know that song el perdòn by Enrique Iglesias?" I asked pouring more of the beer into my mouth and I winced when it seeped down my food pipe.

"Who the fuck is Eric Iglo?" Aldrick asked.

"Nooooo stupid, he's a Spanish musician." I gulped.

"So what does his song have to do with our convo?" Nathaniel asked.

"El perdòn means forgiveness.." I explained chugging down more of the beer.

"Ohh." They chorused.

"Te estaba buscando

Por las calles gritando

Como un loco tomando oh...

Es que yo sin ti

Y tú sin mi

Dime quién puede ser feliz

Esto no me gusta

Esto no me gusta."

I sang obviously singing the lyrics wrongly. I loved that song because it matched the situation I was in. Why can't she just forgive me?

Is that I just don't deserve her forgiveness?

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Pamela's POV

"Or maybe we could buy something for Mackenna and tell her Angelo bought it?" Nathaniel suggested.

"No, no." I sighed. We were in the hall, on the couch with me on top of him with my back on his chest.

"I'm out of ideas then." He mumbled and continued tapping away his phone.

"Nathaniel, we've got to help them get together because they're the ones who did that for us to be together." I said turning my back to make my front lay on his chest.

He sighed, placed his phone aside and pushed my face closer to his by my wrist.

"How has Angelo been?" I asked.

"He's been a drinking mess." He said and I gasped. "Mackenna?"

"Crying mess." I answered.

"See, we need to help them before he even results to suicide." I exaggerated.

"Oh damn, it is true. That guys is sensitive as fuck." He added.

"Hey.." He grinned and I cocked my face downwards to his.

"How about.." He tucked hair behind my ear.

"We lock them together in Angelo's room?" He suggested against my lips.

"Yeah..um that could work too." I whispered.

"OK then! I guess I get a kiss for this amazing idea?" He wriggled his brows and I pinched his cheek making him chuckle.

He placed his hand behind my neck, dragged my face to his and slowly placed his lips on mine. He slowly sat upright and I held his shirt whiles the unbroken kiss continued on. His tongue slipped through my parted teeth and stroked with mine, making me moan when his hand moved down my back.

"Um..Nelly? Pamela?" Daisy interrupted and we quickly pulled away.

"Aren't we supposed to watch a movie?" She asked.  "And what did mom tell you about making out in the couch?" She placed her hand on her hip.

"Yeah, come over." I sighed breathlessly. She giggled and sat between us, making Nathaniel growled as we turned on the television to watch.

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