Struggles Of Being His Princess® (Completed) Book 1

Chapter 12

Jason's POV

I get home in record time and find Cassie packing her clothes. Actually shes not pissed but very calm I'm shocked and scared at the sametime.

Well I don't normally get scared that often well I could say I dont scare that easily I'm a tough guy I even scare myself sometimes the way life has turned me to this cold person whom I don't recognize anymore.

"You're still here" I say trying to read her face for something at least, because right now my babe looks at me with a blank face.

"Yeah" she says

"Can I at least explain"

"Nope"

"Babe, come on"

"I'm tired Jason, I need some rest"

"Okay sleep then I'll get the bed ready and..."

"Oh no, definitely not here"

As I try to make her talk to me I sense that I'm just wasting my time this girl is just gone her mind is not here anymore.

I go by the closet and grab her waist turning her around to face me, she's still not showing any emotions she's blank and that scares me like literally scares me my heart is pounding in my chest.

I choose to let her do what she wants for now.

"Can you at least tell me where you're going Cass" I ask as I pull her closer to me by the waist

"Out of here" she pulls herself away and I let go of her

"I know that but where exactly?" I move to sit down on the bed

"Where's my ... Nevermind found it " she waves the phone in the air

She walks to the dresser and calls a Taxi she then drags her suitcase and two bags out the room.

I follow her downstairs and watch her go outside, I mean I can't force her to stay I messed up and she needs space right now and I'm going to give it to her.

When she comes back inside I grabbed her hand and kissed her, she tried to pull away but I didn't let her. I pulled her by the hair and I kissed her even harder I swear there must have been blood because I could taste the iron in my mouth.

Somehow she managed to pull away and slapped me right across the face. The sting on my cheek was so bad I had to rub my face to soothe it.

"Get the hell away from me Jason, I'm leaving and there's nothing you can do about it"

"Yeah for now" I say as I go to the balcony where her bags are and look down

"Just let this go please" she begs as she comes and stands next to me outside

"I love you Cass, always remember that"

"Your actions say otherwise though" she looks at me straight in the eyes and I return the look and her eyes are full of sadness that I know I put there, and that fucken kills me inside.

"I know and I want to explain babe, I always mess up and I..."

Just then her phone beeps I guess that's the Taxi because a car pulls up at the very sametime downstairs in the parking lot.

I follow her downstairs with the big bag and she's being assisted by the driver with her other bags, when we get to the Taxi I pull her aside and say...

"Babe don't do this, at least tell me where you'll be staying ?"

"The less you know the better, I'm done with all the lies and cheating Jason"

She then gets in the Taxi and closes the door and right now I'm confused as to what to do but I let her go.

The Taxi drives off and she's gone, that's when reality fucking kick in I'm losing this girl again. The worst part she's not even fighting me, that just worries me more.

I know I'm to blame I deserve whatever that is coming to me for hurting Cassie, she has been nothing but fuckin loyal to me and what do I do I fuck it it all the time.

I go upstairs to get some sleep, it's already the wee hours of morning so I might as well get some sleep and deal with Cassie fresh and recharged.