Struggles Of Being His Princess® (Completed) Book 1

Chapter 8

Cassie's POV

I wake up it's still early morning, Jason is fast asleep.

I get up and grab his old T.shirt and put it on, I really should get on birth control. This much unprotected sex is not good at all.

I look around there's nothing interesting to do so I go back to bed and wake Jason up.

"Mmh" he puts his hand over my tummy area

"I can't sleep anymore" I say

"Why, what's wrong?" He asks as he gets on a sitting position

"Nothing just Thank you for telling me everything last night"

"I thought you were going to leave me, I was really nervous to tell you"

"I won't do that to us ever again, I promise"

"I'm so lucky to have you in my life" he pulls the t.shirt off me

"Same here, by the way I must say good riddance to Chad but I'm just scared of what's coming"

"Ain't nothing coming, and Yes he had it coming to him it was a matter of time before someone else did it before me, babe out there it's either you kill or get killed... and oh by the way who sent you that text about me and the drugs?"

"It was an unknown number" I say giving him a quick peck on the cheek

"Are you sure" he asks raising both his eyebrows

" Yes! And even though I don't like what you do but I'll take your word and hope soon and really soon Jason you'll stop what you're doing"

"I will, I give you my word... But for now I'm very curious as to who is the anonymous snitch " he grabs my face and gives me a long passionate kiss

"I have no idea" I say

"Everything went well with Chloe ?" He asks

"Oh yes finally things are falling in to place, we spoke and we are going to take it one day at a time "

"Im happy for you babe" he takes a string of my hair and plays with it

"I need to get on birth control Jason"

"You don't have to, why?"

"To avoid unwanted pregnancy and other things "

"Things like what? I don't think you should"

"Well I want to"

"I don't want you to, and that's final Cass"

"Isn't that up to me to decide Jason?"

"Sure it is"

I decide to change the subject since this isn't going the way I want it to.

" So I've met someone" I tell him

"What?" He looks at me with confusion

"A new friend" I add

"Male or female" he asks still looking at me with worry

"Duh female" I say rolling my eyes at him

"Thank God I can't deal with you telling me you got some male friend fuck Cass that ain't happening "

"She works for Malik her name's Wendy I think you know her" he stops playing with my hair and looks at me like he's seen a ghost

"Are you okay?" I ask touching his face

"Yeah yeah yeah I'm fine, You're friends with her, I think I've seen her a couple of times the new hostess "

"Yeah . We hang out sometimes"

"Oh, okay"

" Yeah, So she told me she's met someone and that particular person calls her sweetness, well I'm thinking she's new in town and already someone is referring to her as sweetness but guys out there will amaze you "

"I don't like her babe" he finally says

"But why she's new and..."

"I just don't like her personally and I definitely don't like her for you, I really don't" Jason shocks me with that outburst as he looks at me square in the eye and waits for my reply

"Why what's wrong with her"

"She's not the type of person I'd like for you to be around that's all"

"But..."

"I know you like everyone babe, but please just stay away from her for me please"

"Okay" I say definitely not going to do that to  Wendy she has no one in town and I know exactly how it feels like to be alone so Jason can go take a hike on that

"Thank You. Look let's forget about everything and how about you come here and give me what I need"

"What do you need?" I ask

"You, This ..." He pulls me closer to him and gives me a kiss I haven't got from him in a very long time, all the way down to my neck

He comes back up from my neck and says

"I love you Cass..."

"I love you too Jason" and this time I mean it especially since we starting on a new slate

"I've missed you so much, and I'm going to explore every inch of your body right now...I can't lose you Cass, If I can't have you no one else can. Always remember that I'd do anything for you, I'd even kill for you and now I know damn sure I'd die for you princess."

"Don't say no one else can have me Jason that doesn't sound right"

"It's the truth though"

"Still doesn't sound right"

Don't over think it, just don't ever let me go Cass"

"I won't, I swear"

"No matter what, this time around babe don't run let's work what ever challenge we come across together ...let's figure things out"

"I love you Jason"

"I love you too Cassie"