When I arose the next morning, I smiled at the sheer remembrance from yesterday's events. All of the I love you's that were shared, the sweet and tender kisses, the warm embraces, everything.
I look down at Niall in my arms. The Polaroid picture of me lays on the nightstand, right next to Niall's Polaroid camera. I smile and take the camera, focusing the lens at Niall's peaceful sleeping figure. I slowly press down on the button, a flash appearing as I take a photo of Niall.
Once the Polaroid comes out, I take it with my fingers and shake it, making the picture appear clearly. I can't help but grin at the spontaneous photo, noticing how beautiful Niall's features actually look.
I turn my head towards the man that lays next to me. The small man that I love dearly. The lovely man who's going to break me once he's gone.
I try not to think much about Niall's death slowly approaching, but I can't help but let my thoughts take control. It's only a matter of months before all of this is gone. Just a matter of months before the blue eyed, dyed blonde haired, pale skinned boy whom I happen to love dearly, will be gone.
I wonder how it would have been if I was to never meet Niall. How different and dull my life would have actually been without him. It's saddening, really. And I wonder how my life will be once he's gone. I'm not quite fully sure how I'll act, will I be depressed and spending most of my days longing for his warmth? Or will I be just fine?
Torn thoughts kept on filling my brain, giving me a massive headache. I close my eyes and I put a hand to the side of my head, taking in deep breaths as I do so, hoping for the pain to go away.
Niall shifting beside me got me distracted from my headache. I watched as he stirs in his sleep for a few moments before completely opening his eyes and blinking twice, adjusting to light. His blue orbs then land on my green ones.
❝Hi.❞ He signed, and my headache was gone like as if it were never there in the first place.
❝Morning.❞
He frowns, ❝Is that a picture of me in my sleep.❞
I let out a laugh, ❝Yeah it is.❞
I take the photo, that was surprisingly still in my hand, and show it to Niall, then taking it back and smiling at it as I stroke at Niall's hair.
"Beautiful." I whisper, though I knew Niall couldn't hear me because at the moment he wasn't wearing his ear piece. So, he furrows his eyebrows at me.
❝You look beautiful I said.❞ And he blushes, hiding his face at the crook of my neck.
I continued stroking at Niall's blonde locks, staring down at the picture of him sleeping as I silently began to sing,
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home
Niall removed his face from my neck, ❝I can't hear you and all I hear is mumbling, but your mumbling is very heart warming.❞
I smile, ❝I love you.❞
❝I love you.❞
The room stays silent from there. Niall laying his ear at my chest, listening to my heartbeat.
❝Harry, I think I'm going to go with the surgery.❞
❝Niall, are you sure?❞
❝I like to think I am.❞
❝So, you're going with it?❞
❝I don't know. I'm leaving that up for tomorrow. Right now I kind of just want to lay down with you and hear you mumble soothing songs to me.❞
Once again, I smile and find myself singing,
When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."
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Just a cute little chappy because I haven't updated in four days and I don't want to go across my limit and not update until a week after like last time
This kid in my gym class pushed me while we were playing basketball and I scrapped my knees and they hurt really bad .I.
Stupid kid
Kind of don't feel like editing this chapter and fixing my mistakes so sorry if there was any, I'll go through them later
Well, that's all, bye!
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-Karlaa'
