eighteen.

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Time seemed to pass by fast. I hadn't realized it at first, but it's been about eight months since my first encounter with Niall.

And honestly, it scares me. The faster time goes by, the sooner Niall's last day arrives, and it scares me. Because I hadn't realized that I'll actually miss Niall a lot more than I thought I would. I can't stand a day without him, never less the rest of my life.

When I think about Niall's last day here, I feel a sharp pain in my chest. It's a terrible pain that I most definitely do not like feeling.

Thinking about Niall's last day was the reason as to why I kissed the living life out of him Sunday afternoon as soon as he came to visit me from the hospital.

He's been spending a lot more time there lately.

That scares me as well.

At the moment, I'm at the tracks. Yes, the tracks that Niall showed me. He asked me to meet him here because he wanted to ask me a question. So here I am, patiently waiting for his arrival.

Twigs and leaves crunched under someone's ponderous foot steps. I turn to my right, only to see it was Niall who was making his way over to me.

He greeted me with a smile, ❝Hi.❞

❝Hi.❞

❝Okay, well. Obviously, there's a reason as to why I asked you to meet me here, and I'm kind of nervous so just bare with me, okay?❞

❝Okay.❞ I sign with a nod.

❝All right, well, here it goes.❞ He lets out a deep breath before starting again, ❝Harry, I've known you for eight months now, which is more than halfway through my last year. Also known as more than halfway through my death. I know it's only been a short amount of time since we've known each other, but what can I say? We're fools. Honestly, I can't seem to sleep properly when I'm lying in that cold hospital bed without you holding my hand. Or, I can't seem to sleep when I'm in bed and I'm not wrapped around your arms. I long for your warmth, Harry. So tell me, would it be wrong for me to ask you to move in with me?❞

"Are you serious?" My voice comes out with hint of excitement. I mean, heck, I would love to move in with Niall.

❝Yes, Harry, I'm being 100% serious. So, what do you say?❞

"Niall, of course I would want to move in with you!" And as soon as the words slipped out of my mouth, I pulled Niall into one of the most tightest embrace ever.

When we pulled away, Niall and I heard to Tommy's Rocket to go and visit Tom.

During most of the time that was spent there, I didn't pay attention to much of what Niall was saying or discussing with Tom. All of my focus was somewhere else. I would peck his cheeks every time he would smile, and I would press small kisses to his lips every time we made any eye contact with each other.

He held my hand in a soft grip, and he would constantly leave small open-mouthed kisses to the back of my hand.

That day was one of my most favorite days, because a few months later from that day, things started to practically fall apart.

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Okay, so things are finally falling into place. I'm very freaking sorry for all of my terrible and boring updates, but I needed to include them in this story in order for the whole 'cancerous' thing to fall into place. This story will be ending soon (not too soon) but soon. And most of the updates will be rushed, but I'll make sure to include specific details.

That's pretty much it.

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-Karlaa'

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