𝙞'𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙥 (discontinued)

XII

⚠️ WARNINGS ⚠️

hey guys so the beginning of this chapter might be a bit hard to follow. basically everything that's italicized is like a quote from the moment a that brandon is talking about. they are all different people saying though. idk lmk if you like it. i just wanted to try something out.

also.... not proofread, my specialty 🤩🤩.

okay enjoy !! 👇🏾👇🏾

*REAL LIFE*

BRANDON POV

12:00 am

there were so many things i shouldn't of done. i shouldn't of worn his sweatshirt. i shouldn't have put it on my story. i shouldn't have talked to his friends. i shouldn't have even gone to the game in the first place because now i'm fucked.

at first i thought i was fine. i went to the game no problem. but then thursday came around. everyone kept staring at me as walked through the halls. and then i got called to the office. first i had to talk to the principal about the video and bring it to my attention.

"brandon would you like to explain this to me?"

then i had to talk to my coach.

"you know i don't want to do this but..."

and just like that i was off the team.

i don't know what to do. football was my life and now it's gone. there were scouts that wanted me for their D1 colleges but now can't recruit me.

you know something else i shouldn't have done? i shouldn't have gave in and let him kiss me. people were already suspicious on why i was wearing his sweatshirt and then we kissed. we were behind the bleachers but of course someone caught us on video. we're all over instagram.

"you gave up your future in college football for a boy?"

i lost friends. i lost my teammates. i was never close with him to begin with but now my dad won't even look at me.

"i didn't raise a gay boy."

zion hasn't been talking to me either but that's a whole different story. he thinks it's all his fault. he thinks he forced me to go.

"i'm so sorry, b."

he thinks that he doesn't deserve me, and that i deserve someone better than him.

"i just ruined your life."

i don't care what he thinks though. i made my decisions. some of them were definitely stupid but he didn't force me to do anything.

i need to see him but he won't reply to any of my texts. he's not even replying to nick.

i need to get my mind off of this situation though. let me text the group chat.

*IMESSAGE*

BRANDON POV

12:18 am