Damnation! (18+ ONLY)

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Let the games begin.

Dedicated to: Ogbeifotonia Thank you for the love.

Martin :

My greatest fear has always been to fall in love with some one who was going to be temporarily fall in love with me, or a someone who would have half feelings for me. Someone who would have me chase after them, after they were done using me they would just screw me over. A person who would make me beg, to be with them. A heterosexual human being.

I prefer a fully gay person, because at least I wouldn't have to worry about them hurting me. Jackson had built that phobia inside of me. He made me witness things, I never thought I would have witnessed.

He knew I had a crush on him. I know my mother would have known also and I feel that he used that to leverage himself or make himself feel more powerful. He jacked off with his windows and door open knowing very well that I would find him doing that, when my mother sent me to collect some appliances, that he might have borrowed.

He even knew the fact that he was very attractive. He fucked other people knowing very well that it would hurt me. He seduced my subconscious mind, I would hear them moaning and screaming for him to do it harder. I feel like he was doing all of that on purpose.

I am sick and tired of reliving in my past memories, memories of our mysterious relationship. I am still not understanding why my mother made me leave that neighbourhood so suddenly. Jackson wasn't that bad...

She could have changed her location or just move. It was all just giving me anxiety.

~

After Kyle confessed that he was the same bucket of shit like Jackson, although the sex was good. I just had to take him out of my system. I didn't want the same drama I had witnessed with Jackson replay itself.

I went to the bathroom, he had shown me and I bathed myself. I was crying even, just not believing the reality of my life. I suddenly heard Jackson's voice,

"You gave someone else my pussy?! You'll be so fucked!"

I stared away from my trans, I just couldn't believe I was hearing things. Probably Jackson gave me this amnesia. I am not looking forward to dealing with him. Fuck him for doing this to me. Maybe I should stop feeling guilty and live my life.

~

I walked out of the bathroom and I saw a stack of money with a note:

'Thank you for great sex.'
-Kyle

I looked at it and remembered why I had sex with Kyle in the first place... I was paying for asking for his favour. My ass was still sore, sore from the dicking I had received earlier.

Damn Kyle was such a catch if only he wasn't straight...

~

I took $49,00 and placed the other stack on one of the cabinets that I saw,
I then went to the cap driver outside.

~

I handed him his money, "He looked at me oddly and said, "Did you just get dicked for this, I can see you leaping?" He didn't wait to hear me answer because he continued, "You should've just gaven me that bussy. I was probably going to be gentle. I would have given you, three strokes only." He said that laughing.

"Can you just leave, I'm not in a mood for petty arguments." I shot back.

"Whoa! Whoa! Hold on China, I wasn't the one who was fucking you!" He emphasised the word fuck as a way to mock me. "Besides, I know how the Ozone works, I've been a client here before. I see now they have newbies, I'll start visiting again soon."

Shit! What is wrong with people here? I thought Jackson was my worst nightmare, I can see I was wrong...

~

I went back inside the club and I saw Kyle dressed. He looked at me and said, " Go back home Martin. Come back around six pm... You will be inducted and then shown how everything works. Tomorrow you will start working. Actually, I should start renaming you right now. Your stage name will be Libidinous Lusting."

I nodded my head and headed towards his office.

"Hey," He stopped me, "You can't go in there. Exit door is right where you just entered, just now." He was kicking me out now. It was like we haven't even had sex. It was just a weird feeling and I felt the lump on my throat.

"I am going to collect my stack of money." I said finally.

"Oh," He said. "Remember, 6pm is your induction today." I nodded my head and slowly walked to his office, I took the money and I left. I didn't even say goodbye to him. I felt violated. He took advantage of me. He used his power to get what he wanted.

War unto me for being so trusting...