you, not me : june 14, 2019

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mistakes and mishaps define who i am.
i want to make the most out of this once in a lifetime.
the days pass either too slow or fast.
this summer has been exasperating and lonely.
the fear sinks in, tearing away at my skin.
who will i be without a predetermined destiny?
let me hold on to this security.
the comfort of lies is enough for me.
each moment, another bubble pops.
my heart is bursting beneath my dreams.
i'm not sure what's going to become my living.
the ground i walk on is already crumbling.
do i truly know what i desire?
constantly jumping from one idea to another.
a dysfunctional entity in need of a friend.
i call out, you answer instantly.
melodramatic attitudes are praised.
they're the base of any decent story.
the trick is that i never reveal anything.
tomorrow is finally happening.
it's going to be a dream to live out.
today, im preparing for it all.
what happens after the lights go out?
if i don't speak, i'll continue to cave inside.
constantly eating away at what's rational.
i'm in love with breaking my own heart.
music to drown in, loud enough to guide you.
your reaction will define what happens next, but the story has already ended.

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