my thoughts have developed into intrusions.
you've seen my somber qualities, yet you still care.
it's so genuine i can't imagine it to be real.
i deserve the worst because i'm not enough.
a desire for a lust that's too much.
why do i believe someone is always out to get me?
i'm too paranoid to exist.
i don't understand what's wonderful about me, i'm nothing.
i want to be capable, not trapped in a bubble.
my haven ruined, i'm left alone in a toxic home.
i'm used to losing my breath, but not like this.
throat closing up as i speak.
lungs pressed tight against my ribcage.
i choke out the words "i want you to stay".
you decided i would be better off figuring it out myself.
you were a source of unneeded pain.
i wasn't what you expected.
the headache this'll cause will be worth it.
letting you become the center of my universe was terrifying.
listen closely to the stars, isn't the galaxy mesmerizing?
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The Moonstruck Ages
Poesíasome of my best and worst moments are shared with these poems. i hope you enjoy! if you notice any typos or similar issues with any poem , don't hesitate to inform me :) IMPORTANT: some of these poems are triggering. i put warnings on the ones that...
