Carnival✔

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(Some more slight smut towards the endishh area)

Josh had the same reoccurring dream for a few weeks before it went away. He didnt tell Tyler about it because he didnt want Tyler to start freaking out or anything. He and Tyler started having sleepovers again every weekend, alternating between Josh's house and Tyler's house.

Tyler had went back to see dr. Ray a few times until he felt comfortable enough that he didnt have to. Sometimes he still got scared when he got a boner but he learned to cope with it. The only times he feels completely at peace with it is when hes talking to Josh or with Josh in person.

One night at the supper table after Tyler had stayed the night at Josh's he cleared his throat, gaining the attention of his moms. "Um.... can I tell you guys something?" He asked. "Of course sweetheart what is it?" Sam asked. "Me and Josh are dating.... like.. hes my boyfriend." Tyler said. His moms smiled at each other before smiling at him. "That's great." Jackie said.

Tyler smiled softly. "Me and him can keep having sleepovers though right?" He asked. "Of course." Jackie replied. "Just if you guys are sleeping in the same bed, keep your clothes on." Sam joked. Tylrr giggled but blushed and nodded. "Okay." He said. Sam smiled at him.

Tyler and josh continued to have sleepovers like Tyler's moms said they could. They grew closer and more intimate and mature as the years passed. They were sixteen now and Josh was coming over for the night.

Tyler waited anxiously for his arrival as his moms and their friends played their regular nightly card game. When Josh knocked on the door Tyler quickly ran over to open it, sliding across the floor with his socks. He threw the door open and jumped on Josh immediately. Josh chuckled and hugged Tyler back.

Tyler moved to kiss him, smiling slightly before Josh set him back on his feet. He smiled and grabbed Josh's hand. "Come on" he said, dragging josh into the house. Josh kicked off his shoes and closed the door before Tyler was dragging him off downstairs where his bedroom now was.

He had asked his mom to switch his bedroom for one of the basement ones a few years ago and they agreed. Just before Tyler went to drag Josh downstairs his moms stopped him. "Keep it family friendly" sam said. Tyler smiled. "No promises." He said before continuing down the stairs. "I mean it!" Sam called after them, smiling and shaking her head when all she got was a giggle in response.

Tyler dragged josh down to his room and shut the door. Josh set his bag on the floor and sat on the bed, chuckling when Tyler jumped onto his lap. "I missed you." He said. Josh smiled. "I missed you too." He said. Tyler smiled, he loved Josh's voice. He could listen to him talk for hour upon hours and never get bored of it.

Tyler kissed josh softly "I love your voice so much." He said wrapping his arms around Josh's neck. "Oh I need to show you something!" Tyler said getting up and running over to his closet he went inside and shut the door over. When he came back out he was wearing a white hooded crop top and booty shorts.

Josh smiled, he loved how much more flamboyant Tyler was now that hes older. A lot of people blame Tyler being gay on the fact that he has two moms but they know that's not true. It's just how Tyler is. "You like?" Tyler asked, doing a spin.

"You look beautiful." Josh said. Tyler smiled and pounced on Josh's lap again. Josh set his hands on Tyler's hips as the boy buried his face in Josh's neck. "Hey josh?" He asked. Josh hummed as Tyler started to gently kiss along his neck.

"I dont want things to stay family friendly right now." He whispered. "So what are you suggesting?" Josh asked. Tyler pulled back at stared at Josh, biting his lip. Josh smiled and let Tyler kiss him. The kiss deepened for a moment before Tyler pushed back, setting his hands on Josh's chest.

"Just-... if I need yo stop you'll stop right?" Tyler asked. He asked the same question anytime they did anything intimate, he was always so scared that he was going to get hurt in these situations. "Of course ty." Josh promised. He would never hurt Tyler or do anything Tyler didnt want. He was always slow and careful with his touches to make sure Tyler was okay with it and if tyler wasnt he would stop immediately.

Tyler smiled softly and kissed Josh again. With slow soft touches Josh ended up with his hand on Tyler's crotch, palming him teasingly until Tyler was whimpering into his neck and bucking his hips into his hand. "I-I faster please." He whispered and Josh obliged.

Tyler was doing okay for the most part, he moaned when Josh picked him up and threw him on the bed. Josh crawled on top of him and kissed at his neck, gently grinding their crotches together. "Okay?" Josh asked. Tyler nodded, panting softly and gripping at Josh's biceps.

He was doing good until Josh moved to start to pull his shorts off. He panicked slightly and sat up, grabbing Josh's wrists and pushing his hands away. Josh pulled his hands back and held them agaisnt his own chest, knowing tyler didnt want his hand near him. "Hey hey you're okay." Josh said quickly. Tyler stared at him with scared eyes as he tried to control his breathing. "Shhh I'm sorry. You're okay. Do you need a moment?" Josh asked.

Tyler nodded and shut his eyes. Flashes of all the times his father violated him as a child flooded his memory. He squeezed his eyes shut tighter. He jumped when Josh gently set his hand on Tyler's cheek. He shoved josh away again and sat back, his back now agaisnt the headboard as he hugged his knees.

He breathed heavily as he tried not to cry. Josh frowned. Its not often that Tyler freaks out like this but when he does it breaks Josh's heart. He hates how scared Tyler looks and hates that Tyler wont let him comfort him through it.

Tyler sat for a while his forehead pressed to his knees before he lifted his head and sniffled. He stared off at the floor for a moment before meeting Josh's worried eyes. "You okay?" Josh asked slowly reaching his hand out. Tyler looked at it and moved one of his hands to hold it, nodding his head. "You sure?" Josh asked. Tyler nodded again.

"I'm sorry." He whispered as Josh crawled across the bed to be closer to him. "Dont apologize... you sure you're okay? Do you want to keep going?" Josh asked. Tyler nodded again, leaning up to kiss Josh. "Do you wanna leave your shorts on?" Josh asked gently setting his hands on Tyler's hips as Tyler let his legs straighten out agaisnt the bed.

Tyler nodded. "Sorry." He whispered. Josh shook his head and kissed him again. "Its okay baby. I understand." He whispered. Tyler smiled softly and set his hands on Josh's cheeks to look at him. "I love you." He whispered. "I love you too." Josh replied before continuing what they had started.