I love you, I guess it's fate T.H X Reader

Chapter 5

You're POV:
Yet again I wake up earlier than needed. 7:30am. Too early. The first thing I do is get dressed and then go into the bathroom to brush my teeth. Today I'm in a pancake mood and since I'm grounded and can't do anything I'm going to spend my time making pancakes. I guess in a way being grounded is a good thing for me. It means that I can focus on study rather than going out all the time with my friends. Little did I know that plan was going to change greatly. I walk into the kitchen and start making my pancake mix.

"What are you doing?" My mum says sneaking up behind me.

"Making pancakes. Want some?" I ask nicely.

"Forgiven me then?" She asks almost as if she cared about our relationship.

"No. Never. But I'm a nice daughter so do you want some pancakes?" I ask acting like I've just one upped her.

"No. They make a mess and from you they'll probably taste horrendous." She says pulling a disgusted face. I pause. I stop what I'm doing and look up at my mother.

"I'll never be good enough for you will I?" I ask a sadness in my voice. She doesn't answer. "I'm never going to be as perfect as Jake was." I say now wiping a tear quickly from my face. Again she still doesn't answer. I wait for a couple of seconds. "Okay just because your son died in a terrible incident doesn't mean you have authority over anyone else. It doesn't mean that everyone you know should respect you or be careful about what they say around you. Do you know that?" I ask getting angry.

"You're wrong." She says and looks at me with tears eyes.

"I'm wrong?? I'm wrong?? Just how I'm wrong in seeing Tom or even mentioning the name of the Hollands?" I ask furiously.

"DO NOT SAY THAT NAME IN MY HOUSE!" She shouts at me getting closer and closer.

"WHY FUCKING NOT MUM?" I yell back.

"THEY KILLED YOUR BROTHER!" She shouts fighting back the tears.

"IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!" My voice breaks a little bit as I am trying my best not to break down with tears.

"THAT'S WHAT THEY TOLD US! HOW DO YOU KNOW?" She shouts sounding mental.

"MUM THIER HOUSE BURNED DOWN!" I shout at my clearly delusional mother.

"IT COULD HAVE ALL BEEN A SET UP!" She shouts almost as if she's not telling the truth and she knows it.

"YOU ARE FUCKING CRAZY!" I shout at her.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM! NOW! AND DON'T COME OUT FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!" She shouts looking furious.

"FINE!" I shout back. I run to my room and slam my door. I hate her. I hate her I hate her I hate her. Why does she have to be like this? I feel like she's gone mad. A couple hours later I get a text from Harrison.

From Harrison:
Hey (y/n)! I'm having
a house party tonight
wanna come? Tom will
be there and some other
people that you might
remember. Text me back
From Hx.
Sent: 12:36

                                                            From me:
                                                 Sorry Haz I can't.
                                                I'm grounded. x
                                                Sent: 12:36

From Harrison:
Grounded? When?
For what? It's not like
Miss (y/n) (y/l/n)
to get grounded.
Sent: 12:37