Confessions with Frosta

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by Mary_Bree

by Mary_Bree

I must admit I hide my feelings. I lock them out with laughter and pretending everything is fine.

I wear this mask because showing true emotions is not for a royal. I rebelled by leaving my castle to go and help Bright Moon. I acted out and almost got myself killed. Thankfully my friend Glimmer had saved me by teleporting to save my butt.

I told Glimmer I didn't have friends, then I got a bunch from the alliance that was formed. I like bonding with Glimmer the most. She's fifteen and I'm twelve. Everyone else is older. We're all still getting to know each other. It's really fun knowing secrets and inside jokes.

Some things I've learned are dark and disturbing. I've been asked not to tell those. They are eating at me like lava on ice. It's so hard not to tell anyone. Who would I be telling? I am afterall talking to myself. Writing in my journal for my own sanity.

Glimmer gave me this one. She said it would help writing down my thoughts. And it really has been nice to just vent. Snows is far from other places and I don't get out much.

I remember when I was about to lose my sanity. I was trying to remain calm while yelling at my guests at Princess Prom. No one listened as I told them the same thing. They all ran and tried to hide. Adora had been right all along about the people from the Horde. I had to stick to the rules. I give people chances, but this was a mistake.

Princess Scorpia had planted heat bombs everywhere. It took so much power to restore my runestone and stop the destruction. If they ever show their faces here again I will lock them up in my dungeon. They can freeze to death.

I've sincerely apologized to Princess Adora since then.

Reflecting on everything that has happened. Fighting with the Horde, The Portal opening and closing. Now being in this state of mind after losing Queen Angella. I've lost my parents too. I can talk with Glimmer and we can cry together.

The pain never really goes away, it just fades for a short while. Then you find yourself all alone in a room and all the thoughts flood over you. You hit things and scream trying to numb yourself. And you just cry yourself to sleep on the floor or in a chair in an awkward position.

Everyone loses a loved one at some point and we all question the why of it all. Why is there so much tragedy and sickness? Why live on a planet where these things happen? Even if we aren't all human we all still FEEL.

Those dark secrets, well, they're not as dark as one would think. They deal with loss of parents. Perfuma lost hers, Mermista's mother tragically passed, and now Glimmer's are gone too. I guess it's the one thing us Princesses have in common. Oh, and Entrapta's parents were taken from her as well. As I've learned Entrapta had made robotic parents to replace the ones she lost and made other robot friends too.

It seems like she lost her mind early on. Adora said she acted and sounded in her right mind when she was being held in Hordak's sanctum.

One thing I do know is that not everyone is as sane as they let on. I believe Glimmer is falling into a pit of darkness. I'm not sure how to help her, but I'll let her know I'm here for her.

I just hope that she doesn't completely shut out Bow and Adora now that would be bad, really bad. Glimmer said I remind her a lot of herself. And if we are so much alike things are going to get worse before they get better.

Emotionally, I know we both suffer to a point where the pain and anger eat you from the inside out.

I'll pray for all of us. We need it now more than ever.