Plan B [UNDER EDITING]

6 - i love you

I woke up, still in the freezing room. There wasn't even a rim of light coming from around the door now. I pulled my knees to my chest. Squeezing my eyes and rocking myself slightly, I tried to think of something that could distract me.

A song came to mind, and I started to quietly sing it to myself as some form of distraction.

I've missed your calls for months it seems
Don't realise how mean I can be
But I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewellery
And I can change my mind each day
I didn't mean to try you on
But I still know your birthday
And your mothers favourite song

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe
That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in lovet with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
I didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

I run away when things are good
I never really understood
The way you laid your eyes on me
In ways that no one ever could
And so t seems I broke your heart
My ignorance has struck again
I failed to see it from the start
And tore you open 'til the end

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can't believe
That anybody ever really starts
To fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
I didn't mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind

And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me
And someone will love you
Someone will love you
Someone will love you
But someone isn't me

"I didn't know you could sing" I heard his voice say behind me. I jumped, moving away from him. He sighed and started to walk over to me. I moved back and back until I got cornered into a wall. He walked over, crouching down in-front of me, making me put my head in my knees and curl up as much as I could. Funny how whenever I want to be seen, I'm not, but whenever I don't want to, I'm suddenly a diamond in a bucket of coals.

He picked me up and lead me out of the room, walking upstairs and laying me gently on the bed.

"I'll get you a glass of water" he said, walking towards the bathroom. He came back with a cup of water, handing it to me. I took it and drank half of it in a few seconds. I went for more but he grabbed it away.

"You'll make yourself sick" he stated.

"Like you care" I mumbled. I thought i was being quiet but apparently not.

"Hey, I do care about you" he said softly. I scoffed.

"I do. I care about you so much" he continued. I rolled my eyes, and rolled over so my back was to him. I felt him pull me back towards him, but before I had a chance to protest, his lips went on mine.

He kissed me, while I stayed still as a stone, my mind not being able to process what was happening.

He pulled away, resting his forehead on mine.

"I love you, Ashley" he whispered. I scrunched my eyebrows and pushed him off of me, him falling onto the bed next to me. I got up from the bed and practically ran downstairs. I grabbed a blanket from a basket that was next to the couch, and layed down on the couch, trying to get comfy.

He didn't follow me down. He probably realised that he shouldn't tell me such bullshit! I mean, he's known about me for like two months, and he loves me?! Suurrreee. And I have a blue sloth as a pet.

I didn't get a single blink of sleep that night, my thoughts getting the best of me