Back In the islands (slowly editing)

Chapter 16 - Taken

MERETIANA'S POV

"Mere, are you ok?" I hear his deep voice as he rubs my back. Oh how I missed his voice, wait what? Mere, no! He hurt you.

"Piss off Wesley" I angrily demand.

 "Not until you tell me your ok" he stubbornly disagrees. 

"Go kiss your fucking girlfriend or some shit. Why do you even care about me?" I yell as I stand up.

I brush off my tears and walk away.

 "Don't ever freaking bother me again" I warn. 

God why? Why are they still in my life? What did I do to deserve this, wait actually yeah I get it now.

But seeing them with another girl just hurts me. It hurts me badly and I don't want to feel this anymore. I run home.

As soon as I get home I race to my room and lock the door. I begin to write.

Dear Mum&Dad
I'm sorry for doing this, I know it's foolish but I just can't handle it anymore. I'm sorry you had to see such a worthless and troubled daughter I am. Know that you guys have never left my mind since I left. I Love You.

To Teu:
Your the craziest and best brother anyone could ever ask for. I know I can be a bitch to you all the time and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for all the names I've called you and everything I've did to make you mad. Love You bro

To Sita&Lose
You two are the most wildest and funniest sisters a girl could ask for. You've helped me through it all and for that I'm thankful to have you. I didn't want to say good bye in person so here. I'm sorry for my shitty attitude. I love you guys

Dear Aunty&Uncle
You both have been a second mother & father to me. You've taken me in and treated me as your own. And for that I'm grateful. I'm sorry for all the insults I've said to you and all the times I've offended you both. I love you both very much.

To Saia
Your my 2nd brother I wished I had. You've protected me when times were tough and even though they were your mates. You've encouraged me to do things I've never thought possible. I wish there was a way to end this, a different way but sadly there wasn't. I'm going to miss you heaps Saia. Love you

I spread a few tears across my face. I right my other note to idiot and idiot.

To Wesley & Lafaele
I hate that you hurt me. You hurt me by just your presence alone and I can't handle it anymore. You both ignore the fact that I can breathe and I'm a living person. You both are so selfish fighting over me, have you every wondered what I wanted?

After wiping away my pool of tears, I grab the knife located under my mattress that I keep for emergencies. I slash 6 lines on my wrist and faintly sing as my blood drips everywhere.

I don't want to start again, but it feels like this is the end
Wasn't I good enough?
See then why did you give it up
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do
But I got to let you go, and leave my te-

My eyelids shut.

SAIA'S POV
It's 10:00pm now and I hope Mere went home since we haven't seen her since her performance. Man, I wish I could beat up Lafaele & Wesleys face for hurting her.

"Saia ha'u ke tau alu (Saia, come so we can leave)" mum calls for me. I walk over to my parents truck and jump in the back. They both ride in the front. I ring Mere's number. No answer.

I ring continuously hoping she would answer but no. Something up. As soon as we arrive, I jump up and slam open the door. Why is the door unlocked? I hope she's here.