i can't bear

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I Can't Bear


I always shut my door

when mom screams from the kitchen;

I walk and hide behind the door

whenever dad scolds me to bear.

I stay inside the doors

which once looked like a treason.

cause it's all that I could do

to stay away from the life I have to bear.

When I fake my smile and try not to care

I wanna cry out loud and tell the world

that I can't bear

all the lifts-given on me-for who I am- I just wanna be free.

They say I'm just running away

and that I have to be strong

I know they're right-I even always try

But how to explain

that I already feel dead

like I have drown too beneath

where it's hard to even feel.

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