When it Happened *(Completed) EDITING

CHAPTER 15

I gradually walked into the store. Why do I feel, as if, all eyes are on me? Do they know I'm here to buy sexy lingerie for my boyfriend? If I actually had one. If only Linda forced me to come with her shopping more often, I wouldn't feel so intimidated.

I see something that interests me as soon as I walked in. I pause, look closely at the same undergarments that were on the mannequin displayed out on the window. A Brazilian strap shine thong. It looks sexy, very sexy I might say. I raise it up to my eye level, close and take another look. Yup, In the bag it goes.

I proceed with caution. Maybe I can find the matching bra to it, it didn't seem to have one on the table. but the mannequin did have an uplift bra to go with. I turn my head and bingo, it's right there, hanging nicely from the wall rack on a satin padded bone color cloth hanger. I grab it off the rack, off the hanger, just want to make sure its the right one. Checkpoint and in the bag it goes.

Jesus, why is it so difficult to pick shit out, just to wear it for about 10 seconds. But I'm enjoying the thoughts that come with wearing it.

I think that's enough, so I walk towards the checkout, which you need to pass through a large open area filled with Lingerie all over the walls, Lingerie that can make him come back every 10 minutes. Ok, I'm exaggerating, but this is something I've never thought about wearing, EVER. 

I walk to the specific one that caught my eye. Grab it from the rack on the wall. I check the tag. Strappy Eyelash Lace Teddy as Joe's face comes in as I think about how long It will take him to tear this off of me? 

Wow, there are straps all over it, like a chastity belt, but in straps. I check the size.  Yes, perfect. Feet don't fail me now, I look to the right and sure enough, I think, this gold Shine Pleated Kimono-Shine will finish up the outfit in hand. I have no idea what's come over me, I think the goddess in me, has been in there, somewhere. I just needed a bit of a push. 

I think this Kimono will do just fine, in the bag it goes. 

So, I finished shopping and paid for all that I chose, I think I did a good job of choosing a sexy look as they say. I actually enjoyed looking around at all the possibilities of how it will look on. It was kind of hot. It's not usual that I go to any Lingerie boutique and already know exactly what I came in for, but I saw what I loved and how it reflected me as an individual as it moved me to think how SEXY I'll look with it on for Him!

I reach for my cell phone in my purse. Take it out and turn it on. Nothing...nothing from Joe that is. 

Well, I did the impossible and initiated the text. Like I thought from the beginning, this was a total mistake. What was I thinking of anyway? He's 25, young and needs to grow up. But, I bought it anyway, I can use it for my own pleasures. 

An hour later, I arrive home. It's been an exhausting afternoon. Too much thought on Joe. Don't know why he bothered to leave me his number if he wasn't going to return mine. I guess the 1 am chic is giving him the time and day, then have to deal with a middle-aged divorced mother. Talking about Mother. Where is my daughter? I want to hear her voice. I can use a happy smile at the moment. God, I miss her.

I dial Lyla, she picks up on the first ring. "Mom, I'm so sorry I haven't called," she says

"you think" I replied sarcastically but with a smile.

"Sorry Mom was tired from the flight and we've been exploring the area we are in and of course we had drinks."

"How's it going," I ask.

"Mom it's a different world out here, I wish you were here enjoying it with me," she says.

"In time sweetheart" I sigh.