When it Happened *(Completed) EDITING

CHAPTER 51

"Alix-Please be patient with me," he whispered against my lips. I can't answer him. I'm too consumed in this sensual kiss we are having. Yet my body is still in total shock. As much as I want to keep my lips on him, I need to know why this is all here, is it her's? I slowly pull away from our kiss. 

"Alix, you ok," he breathlessly says. His eyebrows lowered and seem confused as to why I pulled away from him.

"No, Joe, I'm not!" I started, "I don't understand how is this all in here? Was this her's?" I said as I pass my hands through my hair, walking away from him and stand by the door and put my hands crossed on my chest, not caring if I'm being selfish or not. This...this is too much for me. 

"How can this be her's" he says  "I've told you, you're the only one that's been here in my home, let alone, in my room," he continues "You are the only one I want here and no one but you, Alix" his voice sounding sincere as he walks towards me. My stomach fell by how he just said; I'm the only woman he wants here. He stands in front of me and cups my face into his soft hands as he searches for my eyes.

"Hey look at me Alix, please believe me when I say none of this was her's, I-

I don't give him a chance to finish as I pull his hands away from my face and brush his shoulders and walk pass him. He's shocked at what I just did. And to be completely honest, so am I. 

"Joe, I didn't know about all of this until yesterday-how is this all here?"

"Eventually you would have"

"So by doing this," I gestured around the room.  "You thought I would be ok with it," My voice sounding upset and irritated to no end.

"No Alix, that was not my intentions what's so ever...why is it so hard to shower you with gifts...Why are you difficult?" he says as his tone started to sound as irritated as mine was.

"Cause Joe, this wasn't my life and poof; it's here right in front of me...You haven't even given me some room to think" I snap

"Alix-I'm trying, Don't you think I'm trying to give you room."

"How, by showing me all of this-after you decide to blur out how you're a billionaire" I snapped again passing both hands through my hair, frustrated at how nothing I'm saying is getting through to him.

"Alix-Please, I don't want to fight about this. It's too damn early for this," he says as he walks past me and goes back into the room. I follow behind and feel as if we are not going anywhere here. I search for my clothes. I wish I knew how to handle this, how to take this all in. God, I'm trying. Is this all going to fast for me?

"Alix, you told me you weren't going to leave...Why are you doing this" I heard his voice break, as he sees me searching for my clothes, but I don't answer him?

"What the fuck Alix-you drive me insane, I've never felt like this; I'm not used to it."

"Oh and you think I am, Joe" I spat and turned around and went by the bed where I left my clothes and felt his hand on my arm.

"Alix-Don't," he says with a harsh tone. I pull my arm off his grip. He grabs my arm again and I quickly yank my arm away and slap him. It didn't even phase him. He pulls my body close to his with his arm wrapped around my lower back as his other is on the nape of my neck, holding me close to him tight.

"Is this how it's going to be when you can't figure anything out, Alix" He spat and fixed his icy eyes on me. 

"Let go of me," I snapped as I try to slap him again, but he stops me by grasping onto my wrist. OMG, I don't know what's gotten into me. All this rage I'm building up. Why am I feeling this way? Was he right when he said, I get this way when I can't figure things out? Or am I afraid and scared that I'm not in control?