I've thought about calling you.
At 10pm when your watching Netflix
And scrolling through your phone.
I've thought about calling you.
On nights like these where I miss you.
On days where I watch you turn a corner.
I've thought about calling you.
But what would I say?
"Hi, how are you?"
"Hi, sorry I called by mistake."
You'll know I meant to call you.
You know calls don't happen by accident.
You know I deleted our text thread.
I've thought about calling you.
Every damn day for a year.
But you don't care
