Cant You See To Me Your Dead. (Remembering Sunday Sequel)

I double down on a sinking ship.

I woke up in a blind daze, last night I saw him I spoke to him, for the first time in almost four years I touched him, I almost blew everything I've worked on with one little word, he looked so sad and angry when I saw him storming away from the grass clearing, I just ran onto the first bus I saw I never expected him to follow me not for a second.

It took me a while to shake the feeling of guilt and idiocy, how could I be that stupid I almost shattered everything, Alex can never know, I just can't get anywhere ne'er him, the new name of the game is avoid Alexander William Gaskarth at all costs.

I decided not to wallow in my own self pity for a second more and grabbed my iPad, as promised I had an email with all the information for the day, luckily it was only 9 Am so I could still be on schedule, my time keeping skills always have been remarked as shocking..

I steadily rose from my bunk after finishing and air printing all the copy's of today's check sheet, just basic stuff like playing times, signing times, and bus call times, the next job was getting dressed, I could already feel the heat so I decided on mid length denim rolled up high waisted shorts with a plain black vest top tucked in, and my free black vans to match, after leaving my hair to fall down my back I pulled on my ray bans and tied one of Max's hoodies around my waist just incase of an All Time Low emergency.

Non of the guys were up leaving that as my next task, I heard Josh stagger into the bus last night at like 5am, he tried to call for me but I was in too much of a state to even answer, the guys were practically selling there own merch this tour, I guess as a way to connect with the fans, time to get them up.

I set about my task by ripping open the curtains of the guys bunks in the space of a few seconds, Chris was already up and web chatting to his gf, I gave her a happy wave and chris the knowing nod, Dan was the next to practically roll out of his bunk half naked, MMM... Don't drool Ella don't drool..

"See something you like Highcroft?" Apparently my plan wasn't working so well, I helped Dan to his feet and shook my head.

"Don't sass me Flint, lets get your fine ass dressed and fed, your call sheet is on the kitchen table" He made his way into the kitchen clad in only his boxers with a cheeky wink and a grown at the mention of call sheet.

Matt jumped out of his top bunk and gave me a small pat on the head, he hated talking first thing on a morning so I just let him walk into the bathroom without bothering him, next was Max he was easy cute like a child he pretended to be sleeping but I knew him so well, I climbed on the bottom bunk for better access he was half curled in a ball In his quilt, I moved my hand in to poke a his weak spot between his rips and as expected he fidgeted and then turned to look at me.

"YOUR A DEAMON" I put on my best cute face and extended an arm to help him out of the bunk, he climbed out and dropped onto his feet with a half smile.

"But your SOOO CUTE so ill let you off, but seriously stop poking me there" he gave me a menacing stare and then wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm sowwi Maxy, but feel for me I have to wake Josh up now?" Max laughed and looked over at Josh in his bunk, face down on his pillow his light snores filling the air, this boy can sleep through everything.

"I do feel for you, and before I forget I need to two to you later" I was now intreqed, Max's face went dead serious before he started to walk off into the kitchen.

"Can't we talk about it now?" Max just shrugged me off leaving me deflated, what the hell does he want.

"Later is fine I'm hungry!" And with that he disappeared further down the bus to the sounds of the guys chatting, one more to go.