Chris,"....Ashley? Fuck–Ashley?!"
One thing I hate about the past, once it sneaks up on you it's hard to get rid of. It was like anywhere I would look I could see Hoody and her. It haunted me even more that no one possibly looked deeper into her disappearance.
"Babe! Chris are you forreal not listening to me right now?" Genesis sighs.
I blink turning my focus back to her as she blushes while self consciously glancing down at her recent fit change. I'm assuming she was standing there waiting to catch my attention but I was too spaced out. Though a smile crept on my lips as my eyes fell over her small frame.
For her birthday I decided to surprise her with a private dinner on a yacht which she absolutely loves. At first it was supposed to be everyone on tour included but I needed this alone time with her to gather my thoughts.
"I heard you." I cleared my throat.
Genesis pursed her lips. "No you didn't. You've been like this since we ate, what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing."
"Chris I just asked you to have sex with me on this deck right now," My eyebrow shot up. "Being as I didn't initially get a reaction something is definitely up."
I chuckle as she stares at me intently.
"You didn't say that," I snickered. She huffs.
"You wouldn't know now would you?"
"You said the sunset would make some really cute pictures." I pointed out in a matter of fact tone.
Genesis frown being as I was right, I laugh. I was zoning in and out but I know Genesis well enough to guess what she said.
"Oh. Well there is something wrong with you, I know it is." She points out, sitting next to me.
I squint my eyes slightly due to the sun as my left arm was lazily resting around the back of her seat to allow more space in between us. Genesis had her back pressed against my torso interlocking her fingers with my left hand. It was such a beautiful atmosphere and with Genesis in my arms I couldn't be more at peace. But I wasn't, my mind wouldn't allow me to accept this moment to cherish. Instead my chest felt heavy with regret and fear. I fear that if Monica does go public that I might lose the two most important thing I'm my life right now; my relationship and my career.
It's crazy that Genesis and I are only going on seven months yet it feels like eternity. I don't want to see myself without her because I've gotten so comfortable with her company that I'll be empty without it.
When I didn't respond, Genesis shifted from her position so that she was completely facing me with her arms crossed and a mug on her face. I chuckled since she tried to seem upset but I knew she wasn't.
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Dating The Fame
FanficCan Genesis deal with the slander from the media, obsessive stalkers, betrayal and the trust issues? All of these things that come with Dating The Fame. S. M x C. B