The Diary Of The Weak: My Journal

5:50-6:14 #25

Finding out that you're ex-boyfriend is abused by his family is heart wrenching.

I was sitting near him in the cafeteria and he was telling one of my best friends about how his grandmother beats him. When I looked over to talk to him about it, he was bawling into his hands. I felt like hugging onto him and crying with him. I think our school counselor found out, and he'll be moved to a foster home.

Do you know when you act like you hate someone, but you actually love them to death? I guess you could explain me and Zack like that. Even though we aren't together anymore he'll always have a special place in my heart. He was my first love and I will never forget that feeling.

I told him he could tell me anything and we're growing closer. I wish we could have the friendship we used too. He would tell me how beautiful I was every day, stand up for me, let me cry on his shoulder...

I miss him.