The Diary Of The Weak: My Journal

6:25-7:10 #13

Hey there. I haven't made one of these in a while and I have TONS of new to share with you.

First, me and my boyfriend broke up. He was a huge dick to me and I remembered why I forgot about him. I actually have a crush on a new boy who is in my homeroom, his name is Liam. But he doesn't want a girlfriend this year. FML.

Another thing is that I found out who my friend really was. I told her about a new story I was going to post that was kind of depressing and she told me that she didn't like depressing stories because no one wants to put up with people like that. It really hit me when she said that because when I was depressed, she rarely talked to me. Now I find out her true colors. And if you're reading this right now, I honestly don't give a shit. When someone who is going through so much shit like me and no one is there, it fucking hurts. So next time think of me who was depressed and had no one and you coul have been there for me.

And the last thing is that my cousins invited me to go camping with them next weekend, but my mother and grandmother are going. For those of you that don't know, I haven't seen my mother or grandmother in 8 months and I don't expect to see them anytime soon. My cousing is begging me to go so now I have to think it over. This is going just great...

So, yeah, I've been in a lot of drama right now. I even went to the bathroom and cried my eyes out while thinking that my life wasn't "normal". My two best friends, who are sisters, comforted me and told me one of their biggest secrets. I'm not going to say it because it very personal and I could never betray my best friends like that.

I'M POSTING A NEW STORY! It's a Niall fanfic, and I've planned it out. I think my idea seems good so, I'll be publishing tonight or the next day or two. I better go, dinner's ready and I really need to wash up. Love you all. Stay strong. xx