The Diary Of The Weak: My Journal

11:36-12:48 #4

I just want to say, I'm really sorry for the whole depressing paragraph last night. I was just really upset and I needed to spill to someone. Today I've been watching videos on YouTube of a guy that I have loads of respect for. His name is Greg, and he goes my onision. He is truly amazing and I am actually suprised there is a man like him out there. I would put one of his videos in the sidebar, but my computer is being a dumbass and won't let me. Anyway, I'm doing pretty good this morning. I read one of my favorite books, I talked to an amazing girl last night, and I found the most brilliant quote in the world.

"You don't love someone because they are perfect, you love them in the spite that they're not."

It's just so beautiful and meaningful. OH! I have a ittle story to tell you. So, basically, there was this boy I had liked for years and he finally found out. He asked me out and of course I said yes. Well, he broke up with me because of my damn friend who punched him in the face. I did NOTHING to him and he spreads rumours. Of me using him, being a slut, a whore, a skank, and he is one of the reasons why I cut. And do you wanna know what happened yesterday? He asked me out. I was in a box of pure awkward when it happened. But I already have my answer prepared. FUCK NO.

Sorry for the language, but it's true. He's one of the many reasons for me beginning to self-harm. So, I'm not risking going through that again. And I decided to hang up some inspirational quotes on my wall just to look at when I am in doubt of hope. <3

And I want to thank Kat who is so sweet! I love you so much! Stay flawless, my little beaut! <3

And I'm just want to rant today, so, LEGGO.

I want to rant about my friend. It may sound weird since she is my friend, but she got me really pissed last night. So, I read her my Chris Crocker thing in my journal and she said she didn't accept gay people. I totally get that, and I didn't care that she had said that. But then she got into detail. "Man and women should be together. Man and man is just sick and digusting." Okay, bitch, hold da' fuck up. It is COMPLETELY un-called for that you said that. And love is love. It doesn't matter who you love. So, she can suck a dick for saying that.

And do you want to know what I love? Names. They are so beautiful. Ariel and Lux are my favorites. Oh gosh, my father is being rude. I have to go. MUAH MUAH MUAH to all of my lovely beauts. BYEE.