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ℕ𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕚'𝕤 ℙ𝕆𝕍.

𝐈 bit down on my nails as I nervously waited for Khan to text me back. I know it's early as hell but I couldn't help myself. And I knew he would be up, I just don't know if he'll text me back.

But sitting here in my studio, it's all that I can think about. All I need is for him to give me a chance to actually talk to him, and I'm sure he'll understand.

"What's wrong with you?" I heard making me jump. "It's almost 4 am why are you still here?"

"God damnit you scared me!" I groaned holding my hand up to my chest.

I watched my assistant Jena walk into the room.

"You know I'm always here at all times of the night. I never really leave." I shrugged gaining my focus half on the lyrics I was writing.

"Yes I know you are. But why do you seem so anxious?"

I sighed playing with the ends of my curls. "Waiting for Khan to text me back. I'm kinda nervous though, I don't really think he wants to talk to me anymore."

"This is so out of character for you Nicki. Why are you begging this man for his attention?"

Rolling my eyes I stretched feeling my crop top raise up. "I'm not begging him Jena, I'm trying to make things right."

Yes, she knows about what happened. I mean she is a big part of my team and they all know what happened between Drake and I, therefore she knows about Khan now.

"You think that's really an important factor for you at the moment?"

I frowned up at her as I swirled in my chair. "What's that supposed to mean?"

I watched her shrug as she walked around coming closer to me.

"I mean you never would've cared before. Especially if a man ignored you and was being disrespectful. Your ass would have been left him where he was at."

That's true. But I'm the one who messed up and I know it. I feel bad for not being truthful with him even though I wasn't trying to lie or hide anything, I get that I could have at least let him now what was going on.

But we were never officially together, so I didn't think that it would have been that big of a deal anyway. I get now that it was more than I thought.

"I just don't want you to get so invested in this man, that you forget your priorities." She spoke raising her eyebrow up at me.

"Jen, please.." I sighed I'm not trying to hear this same speech that I've been getting from everyone lately. I know I need to be focused on myself and tour, I know I need to be working on my music. I know this. I don't need everyone to remind me of my responsibilities. It's not like I forgot.

And I'm a grown ass woman. I make my own decision and I don't need anyone's consent to do what I want. They already controlling too much of my life as it is.

"Look Jen, I'm about to head out anyway so I'll talk to you later, k lock up the studio for me." I said quickly getting up and grabbing my stuff together.