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"𝐘ou know what Zayn, you can just get your shit and leave if you came over here to act like a jackass." I said throwing my hands up becoming frustrated with how nonchalant he was being.

He was just sitting on the couch staring at me like I was fucking speaking to myself.

Here I am pouring my heart out to him and expressing how I feel and he's just sitting here. Face stone cold, not saying a word.

And I was already kinda agitated and he just making shit worse.

"Why you looking at me like I haven't said nothing? You heard me right?" I asked as I stood up from my place on the couch getting ready to walk away.

"I'm not going anywhere. You're the one who called me acting crazy, talking about I'm cheating on you and shit. So now we're gonna talk." He shrugged following behind me closely.

I knew this was a bad idea. Calling him to meet up and talk. As you can see it wasn't going good at all. But I did it anyway, I told Nic I would and usually she's best with the advice shit.

As soon as I asked him to come over I could tell he had an attitude.

"Don't try and make it seem like I'm crazy Zayn. Obviously you're doing something. I'm not dumb, I've been through this same shit to know when you're sneaking around on me. I can see that you not the same anymore."

He turned around quickly making me step back. "The hell is that supposed to mean Christal?"

"Exactly what I said Zayn. You keep giving me more reasons not to be able to trust you, and now you sitting here acting all innocent."

"I'm not fucking cheating on you Christy! If you would trust me then we wouldn't have this problem!"

I shrugged. "And who's fault is it that I don't trust you?"

"Oh so it's my fault that you don't trust me?" He laughed shaking his head. "That's what you're trying to get at, huh?"

I don't get why he's being like this. He knows damn well why I don't trust him, so it's crazy that all of a sudden I'm so delusional and crazy for not trusting him.

"Zayn." I mumbled shaking my head as I walked around him. "Let's not get into that alright."

There's so much I had to say. So much pain and anger I've been feeling for so long towards him, and I know if I said anything now it would go bad. I know this man, and he has a temper on him I'm not trying to go down that road with him right now.

"Well why not, if you don't trust me and now all of a sudden that's my fault." He said getting closer and closer to me.

I couldn't even hold it in anymore, I just exploded before I could think twice. I let everything out that I've been holding in for so long.