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oĸ ѕo ι've вeeɴ lιѕтeɴιɴɢ тo ɴιcĸι ѕιɴce ι wαѕ lιĸe 8 yeαrѕ old.. ι'м ɴow αвoυт тo вe 20. ѕнe нαѕ вeeɴ ѕυcн α нυɢe pαrт oғ мy lιғe αɴd ι'll ғorever вe тeαм ɴιcĸι. тo мe тнere wιll ɴever вe αɴoтнer rαpper вeттer, мαle or ғeмαle😐 ѕнe ιѕ тнe QUEEN. ɴo oɴe cαɴ coмpαre αɴd ɴo oɴe coυld ever тαĸe нer ѕpoт. lιĸe wнy eveɴ тry αɴd αт тнιѕ poιɴт ιт'ѕ ιɴѕαɴe тo eveɴ тнιɴĸ αɴyoɴe elѕe coυld reαcн тнe вαr ѕнe'ѕ ѕeт.😂 ѕoмe мαy ɴoт αɢree вυт ι wιll ɴoт ѕυpporт тнe ғαĸe-ɴeѕѕ αɴd wнαт ɴoт ғroм oтнer "rαpperѕ". we ĸɴow ɴιcĸι ιѕ тнe qυeeɴ αɴd ѕнe ĸɴowѕ тнαт, ѕo ѕнe doeѕɴ'т ɴeed αɴyoɴe'ѕ vαlιdαтιoɴ or αpprovαl. вecαυѕe wιтнoυт нer, yoυ woυldɴ'т eveɴ нαve α cαreer. 👑🦄💕

welp eɴoυɢн rαɴтιɴɢ.. ι jυѕт нαd тo ɢeт тнαт oғғ oғ мy cнeѕт вecαυѕe ppl ĸeep тryιɴɢ тo coмe ғor тнe qυeeɴ🙄 αɴywαy, eɴjoy вαвιeѕ😘

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ℕ𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕚'𝕤 ℙ𝕆𝕍.

𝐒leeping and eating. More eating... then if possible, even more sleeping.

That's literally all I've been doing for the past 2 weeks. Oh other than puking my guts out every second, yeah that's it.

I can literally get 8 hours of sleep and still be tired. Which is crazy seeing that I'm finished with my tour and I've been on break. I could eat a full course meal and still be hungry as fuck and let's not even get on the amount of weight I've been gaining over these short 2 weeks.

Honestly, I think it's stress. Yeah I'm on a break but I've been having to deal with this shit with Drake and worrying about my relationship with Y/N; which I'm pretty sure is over.

Christy keeps joking about how I'm getting good dick is making me gain weight. I really can not stand her childish ass sometimes.

For her info I haven't been getting shit lately. Well not as much as I'm used to, because Y/N is pissed with me and has been ignoring me and I've been keeping my distance.

Speaking of Christal; after she was released from the hospital she had to be on bed rest for a few days and she now has to wear a brace around her shoulder and back. She's still pretty bruised up but other than that she's doing so much better.

I can tell she's still in pain at times but she doesn't like to tell me. I'm just happy she's doing better than before. She's out of the hospital, she's still a little sore but other than that she seems fine.

Now things with her and Zayn I'm not too sure. But all I know is that if he ever puts his hands on her again, I will kill him.

And I've been trying to talk her into pressing charges against him but every time I bring it up she changes the subject.

"Nic Nac."

I turned around to see Christal walking into my room. "Oh, hey Chris."

She gave me a small smile as she climbed over me laying beside me.

"Aww babe, you still not feeling good huh?"

I pouted slightly and shook my head. "No I feel like complete shit."

It's so true my stomach was in nots, my boobs have been super tender and swollen, feelings of congestion and on top of that, I've been very very fatigue. Of course I had my thoughts about why I was feeling the way that I was, but I just pushed it to the back of my mind. Not something that I even wanna think about. Especially not now.