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|44| 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲

𝕐/ℕ'𝕤 ℙ𝕆𝕍.

The room was silent. I couldn't hear anything but the sound of my chest beating. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

Nah this couldn't be real. No way, was this real.

"So this is for real?" I mumbled not taking my eyes from my hands.

"Yeah.It was." She whispered under her breath. I froze sitting the two positive test down on the coffee table.

"Was? What do you mean was?"

She didn't say anything just put her head down. But I didn't need her to say shit because I quickly caught on to what she meant.

"Really Brina, you talking about aborting my child?"

"Because you are a deadbeat." Sabrina's  best friend Lisa added.

Standing up I towered over her. "Why don't you shut the fuck up and mind your goddamn business!"

I was stopped in my tracks by Sabrina. "Don't talk to her like that Khan!"

"Well tell her to mind her own and don't say shit to me! Better yet have her ass to leave. This it between me and you!"

"She's my friend! I want her here!"

"What the hell is wrong with you Sabrina!" Anger was literally building up in me every second that I stood here looking at her.

"You obviously don't love me anymore. So I was  making this easier on the both of us!"

Is she serious? She couldn't be serious.

I turned my head at her waiting for her to tell me she was joking. Cause I mean, obviously she was joking. She had to be.

But when she didn't say anything it pissed me off.

"That don't have shit to do with this and you know it Sabrina! You know I wouldn't let you take care of a baby alone! You know I would be there!"

Would having a child be ideal for me at the moment? No, of course not. But hell I wouldn't care, if she would've just cane out and told me she was pregnant I would've been happy. It may not have come when I wanted or with who I wanted but oh well, that was my first baby.

"How do I know that huh? You left me like it was nothing, like I was nothing to you!"

"Oh bullshit Sabrina! I ain't leave you, you pushed me away! So stop acting like you were miss innocent cause you and I both know that shit is not true!"

She loves to play that damn victim card! When in reality she is the reason we didn't work out. I was down for her through every thing and when I say everything I mean EVERYTHING. She treated me like shit and I was always her second priority. But back then I didn't care, I knew she loved me. Or I thought she did. I was willing to put myself out on the line for her so many times.

Even when my boys would try and warn me, I refused to believe she would do me dirty. But she did, time after time. Guess I was too blinded by "love" to see that. Like I said before, once I'm in a relationship I fall deep. Which tends to leave me heartbroken..

Just because I finally man'd up and decided to leave her ass alone for good I'm the bad guy, right. All because I did her like she had done me all throughout our relationship I'm the reason we didn't work.

It's all bullshit.

Sabrina sighed deeply looking up at me. Out the corner of my eye I could see her bitch ass friend staring me down as if we had a problem.