Forever Us

Chapter One

I'm lying in bed looking up at the ceiling tiles. My stomach is in knots. This isn't a good idea. I roll over where my amazing boyfriend lays his beautiful brown hair pushed back messy in his white t-shirt. I smile and just watch him. 

"You know. Staring at someone is creepy" Raymond teases. I laugh and just place my chin on his chest looking up at this amazing man of mine. He cant contain his smile and pulls the pillow from under his head to on top of his face. My laughter grows louder 

"Hey!" I scream at him and try to push the pillow off of his face. Raymond then pushes me back onto the pillow climbing top of me and kisses me. Once his lips are on mine it's instant fire. I run my hands under his white shirt and  down the center of his back. Moaning when he pulls away letting me breath. "Why'd you stop?" I whine at him. Raymond smiles and kisses my forehead. 

"You've got a big day today my love" Raymond states. I let out a nervous breath and roll my eyes.

"Maybe I should just finish college here?" I suggest as I sit up Raymond sits in front of me his expression in disapproval "what?" I ask knowing even if I didn't ask him he would come out and tell me what he thinks anyway. 

"You aren't doing college from home Sara. Farmington is only not even two hours away. Your finishing up your last year there and graduating." Raymond demands. I roll my eyes and smile at him.

"And what makes you think you can tell me what to do?" I sarcastically ask him. 

Ray  leans in closer and kisses my lips gently. "I know you and you'll regret not going and finishing up at any university" he whispers to me lips inches away from mine. I can feel his hot breath on my lips but damn it he isn't touching them.. I take a breath and look from his lips to his eyes. This is taking all the restraint I have not to attack him right now. 

"I'll miss you too much" I admit 

"I'll come see you every weekend" he throws back at me. I know he's right I would regret not going to back to graduate. 

"Your right. I still think it's not a good idea because of-" I pause and fakely smile. His look says it all. He can see right through my smile. 

"Well you know why" Raymond shakes his head and smiles at me. "The good thing about being closer is that I can be there." Ray assures me. 

"Ray what do you think about getting an apartment in Farmington?" I ask him very quietly. Raymond shakes his head and smiles. I know this has been an over discussed topic and his answer is always the same

 "Sara my job is in Portland that's a three to four hour drive in the winter." Ray explains and takes a breath to continue. "Don't get me wrong I'd love to have our own place together. I just think that we should wait until you graduate." Ray finishes and my eyes instantly looks down and shake my head. 

"No, yeah your right." I agree. 

"I love you Sara Matthews" Ray says to me and just like that his mouth covers mine and once again we are tangled up in eachother. Our lips part and i can feel the heat of his breath that instantly gets me into the mood. My legs don't even have time to connect with my mind I climb on top of him straddling his lap. His hands run through my long brown curls and soon make their way down to my back and soon onto my backside. He flips me over still between my legs but I am now on my back and he has control of me. He leans down and kisses my neck harshly moving his hands up my shirt cupping and squeezing my breast. As he does that and circles his fingers around my already hard nipples. I have no choice but to pull away and gasp for air. 

"Oh god" I cry out as quiet as I can possibly be. 

"You taste so good Sara." Raymond whispers in my ear. He flicks his fingers on my breasts again and a louder cry comes out of my mouth.