Chapter 20
Believe
An: I just made up all the laws I stated here
Slowly I peek my eyes open, only to find out I fell asleep in Lily's room. Tilting my head to my right I saw my little one snoring slightly beside me, her brown hair was all over her cute face while she's hugging her teddy bear. I shifted, attempting to tuck my daughter's hair behind her ear when I suddenly felt a slight weight on my stomach
Looking down I saw an arm, shifting slowly my head to the side my eyes widened a little bit at the sight of Lisa's face peacefully sleeping on my left, breathing heavily as her fresh breath lingers on my cheeks.
Still a bit surprised in our position, I gently moved my body sideways to her, staring at her serene expression and her pretty face, trying to remember I fell asleep after I massage her forehead, I didn't know she decided to sleep here though, but nonetheless I am a happy she's here.
Her eyebrows suddenly creased and she's now letting out deep heavy breaths. "Mom, dad don't leave me..please" she mumbled and a tear hurriedly escape from her eyes.
"Mom, dad...Leo please, co-me ba-ck" her voice shattered and her hand tightened in my stomach
I tear up and my chest broke, pain was all over my body as I watch how her face in agony. Sight of her medical records I saw in her office reminded me of the harsh reality Irene was saying to me, how she suffered so much and now, here this early in the morning I just fucking witnessed and realized all of it was true, that Irene is not making up theories
And I feel so much pain, I am so guilty.
"Jen-nie.." she mumbled again
This time, my heart don't know what should it react. Should I be happy she called my name?
"Whe-re are yo-u?"
This time my heart felt broke on its own, staring at her face I did realized she really looked after me in all those years I've been hiding
In an instinct I lead her to my chest and caressed her hair "I'm here baby, I'm sorry for leaving you Lisa. I promise I won't do it again. I pro-mise" my voice cracked and I hug her, so tight that in a moment I will tear up again
This feels like home, the feeling of her warm body feels so familiar to me. I miss this, I miss her embrace, I miss everything about her and I can't believe myself I endured this for how many years. I did really miss her a lot
Seconds after she calmed down and her breathing slowed. I slowly moved away and caressed her right cheek wet with her tear
"I promise I will not leave you again" I whispered as I bring myself to kiss her lips, it was only a quick peck because I know the moment she will wake up with me kissing her she will be mad, she will go back to being cold to me again.
But I do know I deserve it.
I was only staring at her face when I heard her telephone rings. Without disturbing her and our daughter I made my way to her living room, I took a glance on the two sleeping next to each other, Lily suddenly moves and rolls her body close to Lisa, in which in return unconsciously brings our little Lily in her chest
My heart moved at the sight, they really looked alike.
I fixed myself first before I made my way to Lisa's living room and answered her telephone
"Boss, I'm sorry for calling this early in the morning. I am here outside your unit for Chou Tzuyu's case, can I come in?" another unfamiliar male voice welcome me
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From me to you(Jenlisa)
FanfictionIn where Jennie Kim would do everything that she can to get out of her miserable life. She pretends to be Lisa Manoban's fiancee to reach her dreams. Little did Jennie know it will turn Lisa's life upside down, will Lisa still love her in the end?