touch (bucky barns x reader)

oh shit pt.2

You sit with your eyes scrunched closed, and your breathing stoped.

Your hand is still sitting over buckys, but he hasn't moved. Tears start coming to your eyes.

He's gone. You killed him. he was one of the only things you had that was truly good in your life, and you killed him.

You let out a choked sob. Trying to stay quiet.

Then his hand slowly wraps around yours. His thumb starts running circles on your hand.

Your eyes snap open and you look at him wide eyed. He has tears in his eyes and the biggest smile you've ever seen.

You" you're not dead."

He gives a little chuckle and sniffles.

Bucky" nah, you can't get rid of me that easy."

You let out a chuckle.

Both of you sit there for a second just looking at each other. Both with big smiles even though you're basically balling your eyes out. Bucky lifts the hand that's entwined with yours and wipes away your tears.

You both just sit there, completely still.

Then you both lunge at each other.

Bucky falls back as he wraps his arms around your waist, and you fall on top of him as you wrap your arms around his neck and burry your head in his shoulder.

You both cling to each other gas if your life dependes on on it.

He sits back up with his arms still around you,  so your sitting in his lap. You let out a little chuckle.

You" I never realized how warm you actually are."

Bucky lets out a laugh.

You sit like that for probably twenty minutes. You've stopped crying and are now just sniffling every now and then, relishing the feeling of physical human contact. Bucky rubs his hand up and down your back.

Suddenly he gasps and you pull back.

You" what! Are you ok, did I hurt you?!"

He smiles at you and shakes his head.

Bucky" I'm more then ok. I just remembered Peter is stopping by  soon."

Your eyes go wide and your jaw drops.

You" I can hug my brother again."

He smiles at you and nods his head.

Bucky" yeah doll you can."

You let out a short laugh/sob.

Bucky" let's get you inside your freezing."

You unwind your arms from each other and stand up.

He holds out his flesh hand you take it with a smile.

Bucky" c'mon lets go show Tony"

You egarly nod your head

Time skip, you walk into Tony's lab with Bucky.

Bucky and you walk into Tony's lab. You and Bucky untwine your fingers and give each other a smile.

You" hey Tony."

He looks up from what he's working on, but doesn't really look at you, then looks back down at his work.

Tony" hey guys what's up?"

He says muffled through the wrench in between his teeth

You" Tony."