touch (bucky barns x reader)

home again

You stare at the elevator doors as they open. Peter steps out and then she does.

She hasn't aged a day.

She looks around the room in awe before her eyes land on you.

May" oh my God."

You take a few hesitant steps forward.

You" may..."

She runs up to you, throwing her arms around you in a strong motherly hug.

You immediately wrap your arms around her and start sobbing.

You" may I'm so sorry.. I tried to get away. I just wasn't strong enough. I'm so so so so sorry."

May pulls back a bit and looks at you moving her hand to wipe your tears away.

May" shhhh.... It's ok. Its not your fault. None of it's your fault. Your ok Now. Your home again and that's all that matters."

Your head instantly feels like it's going to implode, and you scream falling to the ground.

Your in a park. You sit on the ground crying. Your young, probably ten or eleven. Your tiny hands gripping at a large scrape on your knee.

You" mayyyy!"

You see may running twords you.

Her hair is darker, and not sprinkled with Grey's. Her face has less prominent wrinkles.

May" y/n! Sweetie, what happened."

You sniffle.

You" I fell off the swings,my leg hurts."

May" aww, don't worry hun. It's ok now. Your ok now. I gotch you."

You start coming back to reality. You realise that Bucky is sitting behind you on the ground, with his arms wraped around yours keeping them from flailing around, and giving your hands something to grab.

You" I'm sorry."

Bucky" it's ok doll, are you back?"

You" yeah."

His arms losen around you but neither of you move.

May" what just happened."

Your eyes widen and you look to her.

You" im sorry."

May" it's ok hunny, just what happened? One second you were fine the next you were screaming bloody murder, then you had this completely spaced out look. I tried calling your name but you wouldn't respond to anything."

You look at the ground.

You" when I was... Being Held at Hydra.. they messed with my mind. They erased most if not all of my memories. And they're coming back, slowly, but they are coming back. And since they messed with my mind..... forcefully.... It kinda hurts when they come back,"

You smile a bit.

You" i remembered that when I was young, you and me were at a park. I fell and scraped my knee, and I was wailing like an idiot. You came up to me and told me that I was ok."

She gives you a smile. Then her face gets serious, and she looks behind you at Bucky.

May" I'm guessing your Bucky?"

Bucky" yes ma'am. It's nice to officially meet you, I've heard lots of great things."

She gives him a quick smile.