yes or no? | jl fanfic

Chapter 1

L I S A

I've been courting Jennie for almost 3 years, I do see that she hadn't developed feelings. I see that she doesn't even want to. Every day, a gift is given to her, by me.

But every time I gave her something, she would throw it away. She doesn't even appreciate it, I knew everything about her. I gave her all her favorite things.

I gave her flowers, she threw them on the floor.

I gave her love letters, she rips them apart.

I give her favorite foods, she pushes them away.

I gave her my heart, she avoided it at all costs.

Why am I still with her? Why am I still courting her after I knew that she wouldn't be with me and accept all my gifts?

Love is patience, well I guess, if you don't have patience then there's no love. Does Jennie have patience? She doesn't, of course. Always getting mad at me for no reason.

Today is another day where I'm going to stay inside the basketball court and skip classes because I don't feel like learning.

On my way to the basketball court, I saw Jennie looking at Sehun, smiling. Showing her infamous gummy smile that everyone adores.

She never smiled at me like that, I mean, she used to.

Why do I expect her to smile at me when I know that she won't even look at me?

Here is when I spill the tea. I and Jennie were best friends. I fell. I fell in love, so deep that I knew I was getting hurt. How couldn't I? She flirts with me, I thought she liked me too. When I asked her to be my girlfriend, she said no.

And that is when she started distancing herself from me.

She knew I liked her, sorry. She knew I LOVE her. She lets me court her, and I thought that I have a chance of dating her. But she never accepted me.

I asked her to be my girlfriend, but all she says is:

"I'm not ready to be in a real relationship, Lisa,"

I've been patient for 3 years. It's so tiring. Yet, I'm still courting her.

Why am I still courting her when I know that she would end up with someone else?

I don't know actually. My parents had seen me cried, a lot. Acting fine is the only thing I could do to make them believe that I'm okay.

My friends had been telling me to stop. I've thought about it, but every single time I see her, I can't.

I'm now on the basketball court, I dropped my back on the bleachers and changed my shoes. I brought 2 pairs of shoes every day. Just in case if I want to relieve my stress.

I grabbed the ball and start bouncing it. The sound of the ball hitting the basketball court's floor echoed.

I shot the ball and of course, it went inside the loop. The big game is in a month. Practice makes perfect, right?

Practicing to love someone isn't that hard. Jennie just doesn't want to give it a go. Who am I to force her?

I shot more but as soon as I wanted to shoot the tenth loop, the door opened. "Who is it?" No answer.

It's funny to say that all the teachers knew that I am courting Jennie, they also knew that I'll be on the basketball court when I'm sad or stress.

And the teachers never actually cared.

It shouldn't be the teacher, right? I turned around to see Sehun.

'oh god'

"You know you are supposed to be in class, right?" Sehun says, walking towards me.

Yes, he's the 'Perfect Prefect'. His ugly, his ugliness doesn't belong in the 'Perfect Prefect' squad.

"I don't care," I said coldly. I turned back around and start bouncing the ball.

"Jennie hates you, you know?" He says. He wants me to be pissed huh? "I don't care," I responded coldly.

"She hates the way you play basketball, she hates the way you stink. Be like me you stupid shit! I'm always smelling good, she hates the way you dress too," he laughed evilly.

"Yeah, well, at least I work out and stay healthy. What do you get from smelling good anyway?"

I turned around and saw his face, It was red. "Fuck you," he said and walked out of the court. And as soon as he went out, I heard someone laughed behind the bleachers.

who the hell?

So??? How is it? I don't think it's that catchy though. I'll try harder. See yall later!