Spiderman Into The Spider-verse 2- Venomous The Return Of Venom

{16}Phases

🕸Chapter 15🌻
Phases of The Moon🌕

⚠WARNING⚠

This chapter is very emotional, also containing thoughts of suicide and a little self harm, well mostly in Hanami's half of the story. If you'd like, just read the lyrics, as they are bringing out what the characters feel. If you want to skip it, Page or scroll until you see
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"Hanami?"

"Yeah, Vice?"

"I've feared that this would happen.."

"What?"

"After experiencing great shock or trauma, both of us tend to lose control of this body."

"How long does this last for?"

"As long as you want it. We might both die or you'd become mentally ill."

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat. I shouldn't be quiet Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say. But something's missing..

"It should kill me then.."

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror. Whatever It is.. It's just laughing at me. And I just wanna scream.

I looked at the mirror on the wardrobe, Vice's reflection could be seen. Smiling insanely, crossing her thumb across her neck.

What now? I just can't figure it out!
What now? I guess I'll just wait if out, wait it out..
What now? Ohh, what now?

I broke the mirror, then took the office chair and threw it out the window. I could feel Vice fading to the dark sifmde if my being, but also trying to hold on.

I found the one he change my life, or was it me that changed?
And He just happened to come at the right time, I'm supposed to be in løve but I'm numb again..

Falling off the upper bunk of the bed was Mile's jacket, the one he gave me that night he showed me the graffiti of my name. "Love is so painful.."

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror. Whatever It is.. It's just laughing at me. And I just wanna scream.

It hurts...

What now? I just can't figure it out!
What now? I guess I'll just wait if out, wait it out..
What now? Ohh, what now?

To know that no ome knows what you're going through. Even though there are people that care.

"There's no one to call Cause I'm just playing games with them all."

I looked at the phone, wondering if I should call Desiree but, what should I say.

"The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone."