fake smiles (depressed deku)

rest peacefully...

I lay on the hard floor. Completely emotionless.

"l...last good bye?" I said blankly.

I heard no reply. I was pulled up from the ground.

"Come on Izuku." The doctor mumbled.

I stumbled up to mom's room.

"my....last...good..bye?"
I muttered

The door opened in front of me. Seeing mom brought me out of my emotionless state and into a deep state of depression.

I ran over to her and threw my self on her.

"Please dont leave me" I said

"Izuku... I-i'm sorry..."

"Its not your fault..."

"Y-your dad..."

"Don't worry about that jackass."

"N-no i- that man that was in our house"

I gave her a confused look.

"He...was not-"

"Not what?"

She paused.

"I- love you izu-"

She fell silent as the beeping of the machines paused moments later only a loud noise...

The line had gone flat.

"I- I love you too mom..."

No emotion came over me. I was sad, obviously. But this time I knew it was time for her to go.

I hugged her one last time.

"rest...peacefully...mom..."

I stepped back from her bed and wiped a tear from my face.

"rest....peacefully..."

I left the room as the nurse turned off her life support.

I walked back to my room. Todoroki was standing there waiting for me.

"Mido- Izuku are you alright?"

"She's...gone."

"I'm so sorry Izuku..."

"I... I think I need some time alone."

"O-ok... I'll text you. Feel better ok?"

"S-sure..."

He walked off and I walked into my room. Tears trailing down my face.

I went into the bathroom. The blade still lay on the floor. I picked it up. I began driving the blade through my arm. Gently at first but my emotions took control.

I started slashing my arm through cuts old and new and eventually I gave up. I decided it was time.

I held the blade in the same direction my arm went and took a deep breath.

It will all be over soon.

I pressed the blade into my arm till broke the skin. Then I drove it along the veins. Blood gushed out. I suddenly became dizzy and sleepy
Suddenly, everything went dark, very, very dark.

Hello readers! I know you hate me now. That's ok. Thanks for 3k reads!
Also sorry that this is a bit of a short part but I figured you'd want the next part sooner rather than later. Anyway,
I have something to take care of so bye for now!