My Only Truth Is You - BLACKPINK Rosè x Fem!Reader

Chapter 21

A/N: I decided to go with Sinb-unnie from GFRIEND! :D I found it interesting, therefore I made this chapter. But Honestly, I doubt I actually wrote Sinb like how she really is. So you can just imagine whoever you want as your ex-girlfriend. Enjoy!

Y/N's P.O.V

"Ah, Y/N!!"

I brought my head back down and tried to see who it was. She was waving. Oh my, I didn't expect her to be here.

My ex-girlfriend.

Sinb-unnie.

I took the bag next to me and placed it on my lap, inviting her to sit next to me. She followed suit and sat down.

"Y/N, how are you? I didn't get to text you because I was so busy with-"

"Your debut. I heard."

She only smiled and brought her legs out excitedly. She waited all this while and finally manage to debut with 5 other girls.

Their group won the competition, that I am currently taking part in, 2 years ago. They got a record label and signed a contract under the entertainment called Source Music.

I looked at her and I missed her, but I felt horrible the next second.

"I can't believe you would still want to talk to me, unnie."

"Hmm?"

She turned her head to face me with a confused face. She smiled afterwards and laughed it out.

"Are you serious? Are you not over it yet?"

My grip on my bag became tighter and replied.

"Of course I can't! I was a horrible person, unnie. I am very sorry to break your heart!"

She only placed her hand on my head and pat me. She rubbed my head slowly and smiled at me again. Why is she okay with this?

I think I just couldn't forgive myself for what I have done to her.

Flashback

I first met Sinb-Unnie when I was just a Year 1 in this highschool. I accidentally bumped into her while making my way to the cafeteria.

I remembered that she was with Umji-unnie and Yuju-unnie. Because I was not watching my way, I fell back when I bumped into her. But she caught me in time before I land flat onto the ground.

From there, I started to notice their presence. They took part in the mini-competitions in school for their publicity. I found myself becoming a huge fan of their work.

Sinb-unnie, Umji-unnie and Yuju-unnie were in Year 2 while Sowon-unnie, Yerin-unnie and Eunha-unnie were in Year 3. I knew Umji-unnie through music classes.

From there, I got to know Sinb-unnie better. And then, I became their group's assistant producer.

One day, at a performance, I was in the crowd, waiting excitedly for their group's new song. At that moment, I was completely in awe with their perfect synchronisation and their vocals.

And there was one time, I made eye contact with Sinb-unnie and she winked at me. For a fan to be noticed by their idol, that could make you faint.

After that performance, she dragged me out somewhere quietly before handing me a small gift. It was a paper bag filled with something.

"H-here... Just a small token for your contribution. It's not that you are anyone special to me."

I saw her tsundere attitude and I couldn't help but laugh. I accepted the gift and when I opened it, it was a letter and a box of chocolate.

"Can I read the letter now?"

"Do what you want. I don't care."

I chuckled before opening the letter in front of her. I read it quickly and my eyes widened at her sudden confession. That's when I realised that I might have liked her too.

She was always outstanding towards me and that she cared about me more than anyone else. So I accepted her confession and we got together.

Our relationship went smoothly till that one trip.

They were in the final round of the annual competition, the one that rewards the group and their producer with a record label.

They decided to unwind somewhere before the intense training. So they planned a trip and invited me along since I was their assistant producer.

The day was ending and we decided to finally book into our hotel rooms. Well, there is a room for the both of us, another for Sowon-unnie and Eunha-unnie, and another for Umji-unnie, Yerin-unnie and Yuju-unnie.

At this point in my relationship with Sinb-unnie, we were going well till I had that dream about this girl. The girl that I played the guitar for. This girl called Rosie.

I was curious to find out more about this girl. It felt as if this girl is waiting for me, somewhere, somehow. And I can somehow tell that it is not Sinb-unnie. Only that girl knows my nickname.

So I felt unsure about my feelings towards Sinb-unnie. But I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to break Sinb-unnie's heart but I also didn't want to continue hurting her unknowingly.

She has been very caring towards me and took care of me when I couldn't for myself. And that is one side of her that not many people know about her. How lovely she is, how cute she is and how much she is willing to go for her loved ones.

We finally reached our hotel room and started unpacking. I started to worry about how am I suppose to bring it up to her. Once I was finished, I sat onto the bed and relaxed for a while. I looked up and closed my eyes. I felt a thump behind me, I guessed it was just Sinb-unnie throwing something onto the bed.

Suddenly, I felt a warmth behind me, arms around my waist and weight on my shoulder. I smiled as I enjoyed her presence. She hugged me tightly before laying us down. She got off and up on top of me.

She brushed my hair to the side before leaning into me. I blushed at her gesture but before our lips touched, I placed my hand onto her shoulder, preventing her from moving further.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

I looked into her eyes and I immediately looked away. She guessed that something was wrong when I saw her worried face. This is considered the first time we were getting this intimate because I was always afraid of it.

"Hey, I'm sorry for rushing."

She finally got off me and fixed her clothes before helping me up.

"No.. it's not you."

I said as tears started to fall from my eyes. I was shocked about what was going on. It felt as if I couldn't control my body. I guess this is a way that my body is telling me that maybe she is not the one.

She saw me and held my hands together. She sat next to me and waited until I calmed down.

I hugged her before explaining to her my problem. It felt like I was betraying her feelings. It felt like I was playing with her feelings. I can't forgive myself for this. No one likes being played. But I didn't know better.

I looked at her and saw a few tears falling. She immediately rubbed it away and answered me.

"It's okay, I understand. I knew something was off, but I wanted to wait for your explanation. And thank you for telling me. I love you. But hey, sometimes things don't go your way. Anyways, I will still support you till you find the one."

She gave me a smile before washing up.

A/N: Hey guys! Thank you for waiting and reading!

I tried okay. I hope you guys like it. This part of the story is quite long, it might take up to 3 chapters? Hehe, who knows.

Once again, thank you for reading. Till next time :D