Can you accept me and my scars?

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I glanced down and saw that Kacchan was still hard. I stepped closer to him and pulled him down and kissed him. He was shocked, but quickly kissed back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around him and he pinned me against the wall. I broke the kiss and started kissing his neck. I kissed over to the bite mark on the crook of his neck. I kissed it and then licked it. I did the same to the other bite mark. He moaned quietly, I barely caught it. I glanced up at him and saw that he was biting his lip. He's being stubborn. I kissed him and dragged my finger tips up and down his back. I broke the kiss and got off of him. He gave me a hurt and confused look. I kissed him once on the lips then I made a trail of kisses from his chest down. I got down on my knees and took Kacchans member in my hand. I kissed the tip of it, then I slowly took it in my mouth. I used my hand to get the parts I couldn't reach. I swirled my tongue around it and licked between the slit. He put his hands in my hair and moaned loudly. He stopped trying to hold them in. He started thrusting his hips, I was no longer in control, I'm just here for the ride, not that I mind. He came a few minutes later, I swallowed it. I came back up and he pulled me in another kiss. He brought his thumb to the corner of my mouth and wiped something away. "Heh good thing we're in the shower." He said. I blushed and nodded my head. He grabbed a wash cloth, got soap on it, and started washing my back and then the rest of my body. I rinsed it off and grabbed the wash cloth from him. I got behind him and was going to wash his back. I saw the scratches some very deep and some not deep at all. I felt really bad, I bet they hurt. "I'm sorry." I said. "For what?" He asked, his back still towards me. I moved my hands up and down his back tracing over the scratches. "For this." I said. He turned around and chuckled. "Don't be sorry." He said. He washed up and we got out. He dried off and slid his boxers back on. "Ya know I really liked that outfit of yours." He said. I giggled and got what he wanted. I went back out to the room and put the shorts and crop top back on. I got in the bed and Kacchan got in after. He pulled me closer to him and put his arms around me. I traced over his old scars and his more recent ones. "You're healing up nicely." I said. "Yeah I guess so." He said as if it wasn't a big deal. I kissed his chest and snuggled closer to him. "Goodnight Kacchan." I said. "Night Deku." He said. "Kats.." I said. He hummed to let me know he was listening. "I love you." I said. He held me tighter and kissed my head. "I love you too 'Zuku." He said. With in a matter of minutes I fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of someone yelling....no not yelling screaming. I sat up and looked around. It was Kacchan he was kicking and screaming. "Kacchan." I said. I shook him. "Kacchan!" I said louder and shook him harder. He sat up straight covered in sweat and crying. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him to my chest. "It's okay Katsuki...I got you." I whispered. He grabbed my shirt and held it tightly. "Deep breaths your going to get light headed." I said. He took a few deep breaths and loosened his grip on my shirt. He wrapped his arms around my chest and cried harder. I rubbed his back and ran my fingers through his hair. "I got you. They can't hurt you anymore...I won't let them." I said. He raised his head up and put his arm around my neck and his hand in my hair. He smashed his lips on mine, his tears still streaming down his face. "Kacchan..." I whispered as I pulled back. I wiped his tears away and kissed his cheek. He stopped crying, still sniffing though. "Are you better?" I asked. He nodded his head. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Y-Yes." He said. I kissed him. I glanced over at the clock it read 6:30. "Want to go back to sleep?" I asked already knowing his answer. "N-no." He said. "Wanna watch tv?" I asked. "S-sure." He said. I sat on the chair and Kacchan sat in my lap. I turned the tv on and Kacchan laid his head on my shoulder with his arms wrapped around me. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his temple. "I love you Katsuki and I'll always be here and protect you." I whispered. "I love you too Izuku. And I'll always protect you and give you all the love and praise that you deserve." He whispered. He kissed my neck and then sighed happily. He kept kissing my neck, he went straight for the sweet spots. "Kacchan." I said. He hummed against my neck to let me know he was listening. "Do you...do you want to talk....about the dream...about what else happened while they had you? It's obvious that it's still messing with you and I'd really like to know so that I can help." I said. "But if you don't want to I completely understand." I added. He raised his head up and looked me in the eyes. His eyes were still red and a little puffy. He took a deep breath and nodded his head. "I don't want to, but I have to. I'm going to go insane if I don't tell someone." He said.