BETTER WITH YOU

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- LISA -

'don't go! don't leave me please!'

'it's for our future love. please understand!'

'we're good ! you have your career here and I have my business ! our business ! we have a car , our own condo and we can buy whatever you need!'

'but this is what i need!'

'without me?'

'it's a 4 years contract love we can do it together please.'

'it is a thousand miles from here Jennie . How about us?'

'4 years is quick Love please I need this. this is my dream'

'everything will change . We planned everything for our future and this wasn't included !'

'but this is a big shot Lisa! please don't let me choose.'

'your career at New Zealand or me? choose Jennie !'

'I'm sorry Lisa.'

' if you step your fucking foot out, don't ever comeback'

'I'm sorry'

I'm sorry Lisa

I'm sorry Lisa

I'm sorry Lisa

I'm sorry Lisa

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Holding my chest from my sudden wake up from my nightmare everyday, with sweat running down my temple and heavy breathing , I find myself crying again in the middle of the night . It's been 4 years since Jennie, chose her career at New Zealand. after a month of leaving me, i tried to call her, text her or even messaged her thru social media but no reply. After 6 months of being an idiot that running after her like a dog, I stop. I didn't want to but I need to . Seeing her happy thru pictures on her Instagram and twitter account with her office mates, new friends maybe and boyfriend?. well I am not sure about him but he is the guy who always stood beside her in all their pictures and even tagged him by Jennie .

A sudden ring from my phone brought back my senses. I lay my back at the headboard of my king size bed where me and Jennie used to sleep side by side, wrapping hands with one another, I answer the call without looking the caller ID .

L : Manoban speaking ?

R : nightmares again ? . It is my bestfriend Rosie who became my instant "personal wake me up call ' which she suggested cause I am a bit loss for work and living life and my co-owner at Manoban-Park Estate

L : what's new ? I'm getting used to it . Now I am planning to buy a new bed later cause I am thinking that this bed might have some curse or something . I heard her chuckle

R : Idiot ! Better get your ass off your cursed bed it's already 6 am . We have new clients from abroad at 10 am if you just remember but I know you don't because I know you slept late and thanks for the alcohols you take! sounded like mom

L : fuck ! I thought this is my bestfriend calling ! but it sounded like my mom . yeah yeah . thanks for calling again to wake me up .