Prince's Downfall(Inc Chaps)

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Paul Shalem

“My King, sasakay na ako sa kotse ni Daddy ha. Sundo mo na lang is me later on. I love you.” Faith instantly grabbed me by jaw and gave me a goodbye kiss even before I could speak.

I was halted, hanging my mouth agape. She damn tastes perfect for my lips.

Matapos kong makapag-shower ay nakatulog kasi ako at hindi ako ginising ng asawa ko.

She said I was tired and now here I am, I’m in a hurry to put my three piece shit…I mean suit. Nagmamadali ako para sana magsabay kami pero iniwan na niya ako.

Fuck.

Napatunganga ako sa pinto na nilabasan niya. My wife is gone. What to do now? I feel like a complete jerk. I want her always in my sight. I want her skin brushing against mine. I want all of her and hell because she’s going to see Dickson again.

I’m so dead.

I already erased Fatimah’s number and blocked it after I’ve got her message early this morning.

Pinagtatawanan ako ng babaeng ‘yon dahil sino raw ba ang niloloko ko? Ginagawa ko raw na panakip butas si Faith sa pagkawala niya. I felt so down realizing that my wife was really a rebound. Hindi rebound ang tawag kay Faith. I used her to take a hold of my ex but I’m not sticking to my old wicked plans anymore.

But believe me if I confess, she’ll cry. If I confess, she’ll look at herself as a ‘rebound’. I was broken and some people really think that people from a heartbreak aren’t emotionally stable to love after the breakup, but I’m no believer of that.

I’m no believer of that because my wife is healing me, her sweetness, her thoughtfulness, her love.

They matter so much.

Napakabait ni Faith at gusto kong magsisi sa nagawa ko.

I want to have a fresh start with my wife. I want to change for her though I know it’s hard. Hindi ko alam kung saang parte ng pwet ko hinugot ang realizations na ito pero nahugot ko na lang basta—like I was waking up from a coma.

Hindi ko alam pero isa na yata akong dakilang tanga.

I don’t care about other things anymore. I don’t care about my ex anymore. I could see their differences. Oo, minahal din ako ni Fatimah sa kabila ng ugali ko pero bigla niya akong iniwan at binitiwan sa ere kahit na siya na ang itinuturing kong sentro ng mundo ko.

I’ve wasted Nissy for her yet she never cared about it. She still turned me down in the end without a clue.

Inayos ko na lang ang sarili ko at pagkatapos ay dinampot ang smartphone ko sa mesa.

“Bye, Prunes.” I patted the dogs head as I turned my back.

Kasusunod ko rin naman ang aso at ang pusa yata ay sumunod kay Faith papalabas.

Ilang minuto lang naman, hindi na ako nahintay.

Nagpuyos ang kalooban ko pero anong magagawa ko?

I walked and rumpled my hair but a pair of strong hands grabbed me.

Nagulat ako nang sa isang iglap ay nakasiksik na ako sa may pader, kaharap si Fatimah
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I looked at her with wonder. That’s new to me. Parang may pakiramdam ako na hindi tama na naghaharap kami.

My heart pounded and I fell like damn cheating already.

Hinaplos niya ako sa panga at idinikit ang katawan niya sa akin na walang ibang suot kung hindi isang, silk dress.